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Screams
Thursday, September 15, 2005
finallized ! .. a 3 for physiCx .. i wasn't very sad about it .. but i knew i could have doNe betteR ! haii* .. that meAns i gotta woRk haRd foR my cheMistRy .. =/ .. i wan at least a 1 for one of my sCience ! .. haii* .. saded` .. i feel so dRained man ! .. i'm having my mOod swings agaiNx ! .. the e maths paper was fReaking toUgh ! i wan a 1 ! .. argh ! .. in life .. if u dun woRk foR it .. u dun get it ! .. so u die die aSo must perseveRe! .. cos its life .. life's not a bed of roses .. i finally believbe it ! .. wad if i cannot make it? .. what if i dissapoint my parents? there aRe so many what if !? .. its sOoOoOo sCarrry .. lolx ! ..
hmMmx.. i told u we can't woRk out and we won't .. why so fliRt ? firstly .. i dun like peopLE who are flirT..! see one .. like onex .. how can u sustain a relationship like that ? relationships are between 2 ppL who must coMmit to each other ! .. without cOmmitment .. nothing will woRk !.. get it ? .. i'm moRe oF those who can't take huRt ! .. if u think by playing my feelings .. u'll get what u want ! i'm soRry .. u seArch out for the wRong gaLx ! .. i'm oNe stubboRn headed mule .. whiCh WILL NOT gif in to relationships ! ..
i feel like running .. running away from all these noises and these stress ! .. a quiet and peacefuL place where my mind can flow with the music.. the forest !.. anywhere .. except here ! .. i see myself running away every night .. even till a corner where darkness eventually engulf me ! .. wheRe i can''t save myself anymoRe ! who can save me ? who ?? .. help me get out of this misery ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i'm beginning to hate myself !.. why can't i produce something i am capable of ! i know i can ! .. i know my capabilities .. but my dreams are always shattered ! into fragments .. it hurts ! it hurts too much that maybe sleeping is just the best solution .........................


the worst thing of failure is that it leaves a sCar that we will always be reminded to work harder the next round !