everyone has their own backside and i have mine to comment on(:
Screams
Monday, October 31, 2005
gosh .. slept at 6 and woke up at 12 .. great ! hahas .. and nw i am still up when tmr my chinese paper is at 8 ! .. think i'm totally out of my mind` .. its either my hp or ur lying again ! .. haii*.. suan le .. i dun bother .. hahas ` ..
lets see .. tmr's chinese and i only covered 3 out of 8 bookx! luck man! .. i really need that now .. i wan an A1 .. pls let me have one .. hahas .. =) .. i'm a little high now .. hahas .. ! studie too much become like that .. today no tuition .. i so sad ! ehx .. am i crazy .. no tuition aso sad .. hahas .
hahas .. ` went geylang serai with mama .. wanted to eat my popiah basa .. hahas .. so search the whole geylang for it! .. lolx .. and we found it .. heex` .. i'm crazy abt food ! .. hahas .. and i found my agency! .. and i noe hw 2 make ketupat le! .. hahas .. so many great things .. luck for my chinese` .. hahas .. i'm in a wonderful world of my own .. i love him .. i love u and i love myself` .. heex` .. i'm so happy!
Sunday, October 30, 2005
thanx foR making my night ! =)
Saturday, October 29, 2005
soccer boi ? =p
look at the eyebags ! er..............
i'm exausted ! haii* .. my table is now filled with papers .. soRriee trees .. they killed you to print papers for me .. haii* .. sux sux .! .. my life sux !
last night went geylang serai .. hahas .. for the first time .. mama went shopping with me .. i mean together with my sisters la .! .. lolx .. it was funx~ .. after my tuition .. we straight away go .. and that is like 930 .. hahas .. so crowded .. but that is wad fun abt it ! .. heex` .. den when we alighted the taxi .. me n nur .. walking together ma .. did u realise the rock bikers ! .. lolx .. they look cool .. cannot too frenly .. mama here . =/ .. hahas ..
den they got food .. i wasn't having the apetite to eat .. the place is so crowded .. i'll stick to my hygiene .. hahas .. strictly no eating .. bought earing .. white pearl ! .. hahas .. looks coolx ! .. heex` ..
den wawa got shoes ..! .. lolx .. should have seen her size .. heex` .. it was .. uRmx .. (shall keep quiet abt it) .. hahas .. den walk walk .. met wak lan .. lolx .! .. den continue walking .. bought drinks .. hahas .. it was fun! .. walking in the malay village .. i miss the feeling of being a malay gal ! .. lolx .! .. i love it~ .. hahas .. den we were searching for the henna shop which has nice and sweet design .. finally mama liked one .. so i sat down and did first .. hahas .. the women was a professional ! .. her hand was so stable . hahas ! my both hand came out nicely .! .. heex` .. den the guy selling the perfume next stall keep talking to me .. lolx .. i was like .. duhx .. sell ur perfume la .. den he took pix of my hand~ .. lolx .. mama was looking at me .. den i was like hand only ma .. hahas .. but he was freindly la .. he was talking to mama aso ma ..! .. lolx .. den met uncle ! .. lol .. wad a night ! .. and met mama's friend .. and she was like .. '' how come ur daughters all same size one'' .. hahas .! ..
den with my henna .. i couldn't pick up my hp! .. it was ringing and ringing .. people were looking at me ! .. lolx !.. hahas .. den the boys there was like .. '' careful worx .. smerge le nt nice '' hahas .. i was laughing .. some of them were like '' hello '' .. malay boys ! .. lolx .. friendly .. hahas .. den my mum said me n sis were crazy ! .. hahas .. happy ma ! ..
den i wan eat popiah and she never get it for me .. =/ .. haii* .. i'm going to buy it! .. i dun care! .. hahas .. food ! my sisters bought bag aso .. lolx .. 1 bilabong and 1 roxy .. lolx .. ke ai hoRs? .. hahas .. i wan get but think back .. can share de la ! .. hahas .. so didn't .. hahas .. den we were running across the road .. hahas .. 4 women ! .. at midnight ! .. hahas .. never see mama so craziee b4 .. love her anyway ! .. >_< !! hahas ..
my stomach was unusually hungry .. and guess wad in a long time .. i cried .. =/ .. hahas .. think back .. quite cute .. blehhx `.. hahas..
my henna is so coolx ! .. heeeeeeex` .. tata ` .. selamat hari lebaran .. minal aidilwafaizi .! .. heex` ..
Thursday, October 27, 2005
! haii* ! i'm falling for u again i think .. hw ? =/ .. everytime i see u .. i will expect u to smile .. haii* .. i really dun hope for anything in return .. its just me ! .. the prob lies on me! .. wad am i doing ? i duNno .. my life is in a mess ! .. some one save me .. please ! .. save me .. ! it sux ..! .. haii* .. hearing the crikets in the middle of the night .. wishing that i noe wad to do .. physiCx pRac tmR ! .. >_< ! all the best !
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
its 634 aMx .. the wee houRs of a new day ! and i am heRe blogging .. oh gosh ! .. heex` .. i'm going cRaziee .. i'm gaining weight .. bet on my woRds .. the gyM will be the fiRst place i'll visit .. caNnot take it le .. ! hahas .. cheM pRac oveRx ! .. >_< !! heex` .. well ..
coRrect reading - 24.9 .. mine was 24.7 .. that makes me 0.2 decimal away .. meaNs .. i get my accuracy maRks ! .. hahas .. and the acid is hydrochloric acid .. which award me further marKs ! .. hahas .. but the cations .. lose me oNe maRk ! .. haii* .. neveR can i distinguish ! .. since the tiME i start pRac until o's .. my cations are still like .. ehx .. beyond describtion .. thanx meix ! .. i was about to cry .. when nana cAme to comfoRt me .. lolx ! .. miss heR .. =p .. long tiMe no catch up le .. heex` .. chem pRac and bio pRac oveR means my woRse nightmare awaits my dooM .. ! ---> physiCx pRac ! .. pls pls .. let me get at least a 70 % ! .. i need it ! .. hahas ..enuff abt them .. i'm practically going seniLe with all these studying .. grasp me out soMeone ! .. lolx ! .. hahas ..
here goes .. i'm errupting ! .. i cannot take it le ! .. i'm so damn gullible .. why aM i so nice (uh .. my opinion abt myself) .. hahas .. peopLE always uses me ! .. use le duNno hw to say thanx aRs? .. i'm a human for god sake ! .. not a rag where u need it .. u wash it .. grab it .. wipe it den throw it ! .. i hate it ! .. its true when i said .. besides that 2 cute gal .. (ehx .. the sotong and the banana ) =p .. i haven met anyone i can trust ! .. it hurts .. it hurts .. ! .. wads this ? after so much help given .. now things are going smoothly .. i dun get credit .. i still get pushed away ?!? .. wt ? .. haii* .. gullible means stupid .. i'm just stupid at putting so much for euux .. peopLe make mistakes .. but my mistakes evolve around the same thing and that is trusting ! .. so many promises .. nt achieved .. hai* .. hw am i going to trust u ? maybe i'm being paranoid .. but trust me .. when eveything goes rocky .. i rather stay in the infested-with-sharks sea .. die aso dunwan go back to the boat which u guys are on !
is it a pices nature or am i just too bullyable .. if that word ever exist ! .. now .. i dun even care .. the hurt went NUMB ! get it ? NUMB ! .. it was never me right ??
i'm going to school .. and has yet gotten a wink of sleep ! .. lolx .. my body is going to kill me soOnx ! .. lolx ! .. sometimes talking to my usual frenx .. makes me a happier person at the end of the day .! ..
did i ever mention that its ONE WEEK TO HARI RAYA ? that makes ONE WEEK TO O'LEVELS ! argh !!!!!!!!!!! *runs* .. i'm scared .. terribly scared .. wad if .. wad if .. are floating in my heads ! ..lolx ! .. cute ryte ? .. but yea .. instead of seeing stars .. i see ''WAD IF'' its haunting .. =p .. hahas .. my stomach's grumbling ! .. lolx .. better go satisfy their needs ! ... MY WEIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHT !!!!!
-i m the guy who will hold you when you are crying and wipe away your tears. (where is he?)
Monday, October 24, 2005
little galx .. ! lols .. that is wad i shall call myself ! hahas .. i sometimes realise hw gullible i can be .. =p .. haii* .. why people can't just sincerely be who they are instead of pretending ? is life so exciting to pretend? .. fakers ! .. hate hypocrite .. if u wanna fake out one personality .. make shure u're nt exposing u're real self ! .. if u're bad at faking den avoid it ! .. i'm almost insane .. doing revision here .. finished maths paper for almost 4 hrs here .. hahas .. =) .. this morning got to pay ms cheong a visit so that i can improve my grades .. thanx ms cheong . if it is nt for u .. i wun achieve wad i am achieving nw .. hahas .. came back slept like a zhu man ! .. lolx .. haii* .. i'm so damn confuse nw .. my life is evolving around things are tangible while my state of mind is revoving in fantasy and dreams .. argh ! .. pisces ! .. we are born dreamers ! .. i can't expect things to turn out nicely ..
i dunwan hurt u .. i really dunwan hurt u .. i do have feelings .. but i would like to keep it in fantasy .. thats all .. if u push and pressure me on .. i'm sorriee .. if i hurt u .. didn't mean to .. but i have to do it .. u will always be in the good book if nth occurs .. let nature takes it course .. it is indeed better like that .. >_< !! ..
so long since i see him play soccer le ! .. lolx .. ehx today got dunno wad singing session den teh tables are laid there .. waiting for people to plunged on them .. so there was no space for soccer .. hahas .. though i did keep a look out .. =p .. oh gosh .. wad am i thinking ? hahas .. living in my own world again ! .. hahas ..
temasek ! temasek ! gosh .. i'm chanting this almost every hour here ! .. hahas .. i wan it ! i wan it ! i really wan it ! .. heex` .. craving .. =p .. whahah` ..
crystal mei mei .. you got to hang on k ? .. hahas .. jie will always be here 4 u ..! love u .. muaCkx ! .. hahas i wanna get some beauty sleep .. its 5 in the morning and i just finish my woRk .. hw great could that be ? .. hahas .. tmr still got tuition .. got school .. life's stressing .. its life ! ..
-sandiwara dunia-
Friday, October 21, 2005
lolx .. the dates just keep flying .. and my blog's empty .. haii* .. wads going on with my life? .. it seems to be full of surprises .. but fear is foreva mounting within me .. wad fear ? hw do i describe them to u ? i have no idea of it myself .. its 10 more days to o levels .. hw bad could that be ? that is nt so bad if i weren't aiming for temasek .. but nw temasek seems to be rooted in my mind .. and i will study hard until all my nevers dry out to be in that school .. haii* .. study week start le .. and my revision is going a little slow ..
lets see .. : physics .. so far .. 2 entire units .. and i hope i've mastered it ` .. chemistry .. doing other schools paper .. hoping that it would improve my understanding .. still so weak in my concepts .. biology .. is CRAWLING .. i dunno wad to study .. =/ .. maths .. constantly revising .. =) .. english .. been doing compo and compre .. hope it helps .. chinese .. HAVEN START ! .. buck uP my deaR gal ! .. geog and social studies are smooth ! .. haii* ..
biO prac seems terrible yesterday .. i couldn't understand the english .. well .. hello ! .. why is cambridge putting simple instructions into complicated sentences? .. maybe my english is nt that powerful ! .. but i'm a student .. it makes sense to gif simpler english right ? .. haii* .. think i blew it ! .. it sux .. but i still think i blew it ! .. hope my papers will at least land me a distinction .. i dunwan a B .. it looks ugly .. =p . hahas ..
my love life's a complete mess now .. and i dunwan do anything abt it .. i wan finish my race for o levels .. win the champion cup and then i shall clear up the mess i got myself in .. cos now by clearing up .. i ahve tow aste lots of time .. and i kinda dun like doing that .. hahas ..sometimes ignorance is just the best solution out ..
mae ! .. dun cry le ` .. cheer up k ? .. u can de .. i know u can and i believe u can ! .. failing is the first step to success .. dun bother wad people think of u .. dun bother wad people say .. do and believe in yourself ! ..
its 4 o clock and i'm stilll here .. i wan to just keep running ! .. running to some where i can find peace within myself .. i feel so stuck .. so caught .. so sick and tired .. wads going on ? i dunno .. one min .. i'm happy and the next fustrated .. i dunwan tell anyone anything .. but i cannot take it any more ! ..
`- reaching for the stars high above the skies ** -`
Thursday, October 13, 2005
my cute steven ~
best frenx!
me n the bluRx galx !
me n my sis !
the cute gal and juaNx !
Sunday, October 02, 2005
going out ~ .. look at the eye bags !