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Saturday, September 30, 2006

6 more days and all hell break lose ! oh my . i said that during o's . and this promos is way freaking me out more than o's . have been going back to sch to studie with my besties! hahah` .. its so nice to studie with the ppl u love :) .. its the end of the week . and honestly i dunno wad got into the brain and what didn't . my brain feeels like sponge this week . absorbing and absorbing . but nt shure if absorb the right stuff . i'm scared . everyone is .. its either we make it . or we break it . well .. everyone wants to make it . who doesn't . just hope my effort wun go down the drain . if nt i have no comments about myself ! =)

honestly i miss shopping and i miss hanging around slacking waiting for sun to set or sth ! can promos please get out of my way ! haha` .. well . having been loathing the fact that i haf to come home .. ! yikes ! haha` .. home now is like no home .. i hate it here . if one day .. i died .. my frens will noe why . and god noes if my parents will noe why ..

went shoppin with my sister !! hahas .. we were like this nice that nice ! hahas . can't wait for end of year sale ..! but sadly . she abandoning me for xi'an !! =( . she going china !!!! without her .. home will be hell !! bet with me hell !! hahah` .. i can't wait for all these to be over !!! nur !! u wan that shirt .. u better work for it . ! hee ! love me more !! =x

Saturday, September 23, 2006

i've never love anyone more than i love you ! i miss u so much that i irritate u .. sorrie !!!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

wads going on ? i feel sick.. i feel tired .. i told my frens nt to run but i myself feel like running.. ! wads going on in my life ? i'm scared ! really scared ! i use to be confident . . i use to not bother .. i use to be optimistic ! wheres my old self ? i hate this period .. it sux ! it totally sux !

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i miSs my phobos house comm members !!!! haha ! had meeting with them today ! and i realise long time no chat ! hahas .. today finish early .. so obviously i went out ! haha` .. i noe i haf to be a good gurl .. i noe i haf to studie for promos .. but relaxing a few hours . wun die right ? haha ! and today was just great .. makes me miss a lot of stuff ! hmMm .. well .. a few more days before promos end .. and all hell break lose !!! whahahah` .. i shall post pix soOn .. i miss cam whoring !! hahahahah`

Monday, September 18, 2006

yesterday .. my brain saturated .. today i haven touched my books.. i fell asleep .. just woke up since 4p.M .. blog finish . i'm going back to sleeep !! oh my ! my body burning out ! i'm tired ! definately tired .. been studying .,. but dunno wad went in..! oh my !! freak promos !! i wan to soOO get it over and done with !! help me !! pass is something everyone is looking for ! i wan to score ! i seriously wan to !! i can ! i noe i can ! i jsut need to !! argh !!!! freak ah !!!!

Friday, September 15, 2006

so after suffering for a week .. the week is finally going to end ! hahah` and ramadhan starts nxt week ! means i got to refrain from eating my fav food ! seriously i hope i shed off 2-3 kg ! though i will nt say i gain much due to lack of sleep and lost of apetite due to exams stress ! hahahas .. today was slow ! seriously and they had lectures for pe !! imagine that .. lectures for pe !! they were telling us about healthy lifestlye .. super cute !! super unbelivable man ! hahah`and congrats to my chi teacher who just got pregnant ! she's soOo happy ! =)

after school had several consultation! i have to start mugging ! like real mugging and get all the facts right in my head ! den went to studie for awhile ! thanx khairil for the jacket ! the day was freezing cold ! has been raining ! den waited for him and left sch!! hahas

love fridays ! cos it ends early .. less periods and i get to spend more time with him .. i realise that time is soo tight that u really haf to sacrifise something if u wan another thing .. super enjoyed myself ! haha` .. walk the whole afternoon ! it remind me of London ! i realise even though it had been 3 months after we return from london .. some memories are just meant to be remembered ! lol.. the parties at the common room .. the frequent chats we had .. the dining ! (terrible cos got no halal food) .. the long bus travelling rides .. the river studies .. the forest ! everything ! i learn and gain a lot from it ..

everything just felt right today and everything is falling into place nicely !

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i dread coming home everyday ..! i dread staying at home a min longer ! home is like hell to me ! i dun like it here ! i can't survive any longer ! i wan run .. real far ! esp with promos around the corner .. its freaking me out ! .. wad if's are appearing everywhere .. i dunno wad to do . i've learnt .. but i might fail .. hw ? i'm dying .. i'm freaking ! i hate this period of time .. i hate everything ! take me away ! i hate it sooO much ! that i might just begin to hate myself and the reason i'm here ! it sux ! everything sux !!!!!!

i love him ! =) heee !

Sunday, September 10, 2006

lolx.. i love him ! =)

i'll love you for as long ! i promise ! =) ..

there's nth more i want :)

just u !

thanx for coming into my life !

haven been blogging for the week !! and the whole week is a very sweet and nice one !!! been going back to school ! haha` studied with my best of frens !! hahahs` .. i can't really remember day by day basis ! hahas .. but monday we took a long time for lunch ! and we learn our lesson to order lunch to save time ! haha` .. tuesday we ordered pizza ! hahas . den continued to studiee !! weds had lesson and gp test . after that geog consultation and chem consultation! i felt that i did a lot a lot ! the whole head was heavy ! hahas .. den met him and went for dinner ! hahhas .. well .. food can let me gain back energy . wad can i say ? hahahs .. thursday was the most fruitful day . i stayed in sch till 9 ! hahas . with hanis and khairil .. studied maths ! hahas .. haven touched that in a very very long time .. and fri i didn't feel like studying .. tried forcing . but mind was somewhere else .. haha` .. thats for the study week ! hahahas .. hanis accompanied me all the way . thanx dear sis ! hanis farhana and akmal were there too ! hahahs .. apparently i've made some very good frens where money can never buy ! i love them a lot !! =)

Monday, September 04, 2006

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sunday ! my sunday is forever so boring but today turned out great ! hahah` .. went for class in the morning .. after playing truant for sooo many weeks .. i decided to be a good gurl for once ! den came home .. studied abit and after that went to meet hanis and farhan ! haha` .. tell u .. we were having fun pairing hanis up with guys .. who doesn't wan a hot gurl .. come on ! hahaha` .. and she had a tough time trying us to get us to stp ! but gurl .. he is a nice guy ! haha .. went pooling ! so long never pool and my skills are like .. haha .. -utterly speechless- .. the day turned out great ! and i love the people who spend time with me today ! =)

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hee ! studied in school in the morning and dinner with my besties in the evening ! hahah` .. natalia !! monica !! and of cos my dear cheryl !! OMG .. i miss the gurls a lot la ! hahah` .. dines at swensens and had ben and jerry's after that !! indeed a gurls night out !!!!! we ChAtted .. screamed ! HAHAHA .. it was soOo fun i promised ! hahahahah` .. updated each other abt our lives ! haha` .. everyone eem to haf their prince charming ! cheryl !! go gurl ! i support u in thrashing that guy out real bad ..

after talking to them den i realise some guys ought to look at themselves first before passing judgement .. if u dun loook even average .. hw can u go round telling ppl u got confident to go after some pretty gurl .. haiyo !! if ur character is good .. never mind .. character is like .. er .. shit ? haha ! .. i can't believe these people nwadays .. hahah ! anyway .. see u gurls on 20 october ! i love u gurls !! hahahahaha` ..

Sunday, September 03, 2006