everyone has their own backside and i have mine to comment on(:
Screams
Monday, May 26, 2008
besides that, updates on my indo trip (:DAY 1
still in the plane (: haha. and i got the window seat ! hahas. mummy so nice allowed me the window seat.
the horizon looks super pretty from the plane (:
the hotel i stayed (: i love the room so much!!
fadli (:
yay! i love the fountain behind me. pretty pretty shape.
nice hotel with nice lighting !
this shopping centre has pretty shoes!!! hahas. i wan buy many many stuffs. hahas. and i was enjoying myself wearing 3 different sets of clothes a day! hahas. so damn fun!DAY 2
look at the shopping centre, its like a freaking messy place but selling freaking cheap stuffs (: hahas. i got many many stuffs. so far - 2 dress, 1 pants, under garments, 1 shirt, 1 bracelet and many many. thanx to my mummy who sponsored my shopping (:
cam-whoring again (:
i love the big big house! someone buy me !!
i wan this!!!! hahas (:
indo aso got coffee bean
and i really like the pure vanilla mummy drank!
i love my shirt - princess`
fashion parade!!! my fav (:
hahas. acting spastic.
hahas. posing again.
and again . At night we went to the beach and everyone went nuts. hahas! its been so long since i had so much fuN!!!!!DAY 3 - going home (:
leaving back to Singapore. thanx fadli.
yay! and i bought a new cap.once again, thanx to my lovely mummy who sponsored this trip for me. my mummy means everything to me (: and i love her so very much.
me and mummy (: i love her so much!!
Friday, May 16, 2008
been reflecting a lot for the past few hours before my upcoming fight to jakarta this evening(: hahas. i'm going jakarta with mummy for 4 days. i guess its a time where i get to think of what i really want and where are my goals are in life now.a few months ago, i went to 'work' where in actual fact i found a family. and i realise the moment where i decided that i will strive my best, I know there was no way out. i made many best friends and i guess these are the people which kept me going - my motivating factor. I disappointed my boss like how i disappointed my daddy a few months ago when i told him i wanted to give up A levels. but i know that i have to do something to prove that i am worth their expectations.
i still remember when i gotten my A level results and my daddy was there, he said '' i'm really proud of u girl'' and after 10 years of education, going thru PSLE and O levels, he finally said it when i completed my A's. He never give up on me, though the constant black face and misunderstanding on my part. At the end of the day, i knew he was always there.
and the feeling is the same with my boss, i made a huge blunder, but i'm gonna prove that i'll work hard for what i want. Everyone makes mistakes, its just how we recover from them. and i know i'm going to recover cos i have less than a month to achieve what i want - HK trip in June. i know i can do it, i must do it. cos there are people who constantly are supporting me, wanting me to acheive something and i dont want to disappoint them.
its just a harsh reality that we are living in that I have to start accepting factors that are happening around me.
nur, wawa, zameer - haven really spend a lot of time with u guys lately. hmmm, will buy u guys stuffs from jakarta and we'll have dinner when i get my first big paycheck soon (:
and last of all luck for ur driving test (:
Monday, May 05, 2008
doesn't seem to have sufficient time to blog these days. while enjoying every detail of my life, some parts of it seems to be more tilted towards the negative side. anyway, i got admitted into the course i want in NUS (: congrats to me! hee!just some recent updates, went to SMU for biz interview on friday. it was a once in a lifetime experience that i gained. though i chose 2 very different courses in both uni (as i didnt know which i really wanted) it opened my eyes to the other perception of education. What makes a school so special i always ask myself? i guess its the system implemented. the way lectures are being taught. the way each school groomed their students. But no matter how good the school system can be, why one choose to go to this school rather than the other? haha! until now i have yet the answer for that. love for the subject or friends? i dunno. these thoughts constantly appear when i realise it is time for me to decide on where i should head in 4 months time. oh well, time will fly, it always do.
since the day i finish my last paper of my A's to result day and till date my uni admission, such a short 6 mths, it feels that i've gone thru 2 years ahead of my life. i've learnt so much from so many different people, life skills that the education system forgot, manners and respect that the classroom environment couldn't provide. and i really enjoyed the times. i just wanna say a big thank you to all my friends. (:
lastly, nur! u must get well (: i love u. and i owe u many many shopping spree periods. i owe u your long long dinner which never came. i owe u hugs and kisses. love u sis! get well soon! i'll teach u any subjects u need for o's!