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Screams
Friday, October 21, 2005
lolx .. the dates just keep flying .. and my blog's empty .. haii* .. wads going on with my life? .. it seems to be full of surprises .. but fear is foreva mounting within me .. wad fear ? hw do i describe them to u ? i have no idea of it myself .. its 10 more days to o levels .. hw bad could that be ? that is nt so bad if i weren't aiming for temasek .. but nw temasek seems to be rooted in my mind .. and i will study hard until all my nevers dry out to be in that school .. haii* .. study week start le .. and my revision is going a little slow ..
lets see .. : physics .. so far .. 2 entire units .. and i hope i've mastered it ` .. chemistry .. doing other schools paper .. hoping that it would improve my understanding .. still so weak in my concepts .. biology .. is CRAWLING .. i dunno wad to study .. =/ .. maths .. constantly revising .. =) .. english .. been doing compo and compre .. hope it helps .. chinese .. HAVEN START ! .. buck uP my deaR gal ! .. geog and social studies are smooth ! .. haii* ..
biO prac seems terrible yesterday .. i couldn't understand the english .. well .. hello ! .. why is cambridge putting simple instructions into complicated sentences? .. maybe my english is nt that powerful ! .. but i'm a student .. it makes sense to gif simpler english right ? .. haii* .. think i blew it ! .. it sux .. but i still think i blew it ! .. hope my papers will at least land me a distinction .. i dunwan a B .. it looks ugly .. =p . hahas ..
my love life's a complete mess now .. and i dunwan do anything abt it .. i wan finish my race for o levels .. win the champion cup and then i shall clear up the mess i got myself in .. cos now by clearing up .. i ahve tow aste lots of time .. and i kinda dun like doing that .. hahas ..sometimes ignorance is just the best solution out ..
mae ! .. dun cry le ` .. cheer up k ? .. u can de .. i know u can and i believe u can ! .. failing is the first step to success .. dun bother wad people think of u .. dun bother wad people say .. do and believe in yourself ! ..
its 4 o clock and i'm stilll here .. i wan to just keep running ! .. running to some where i can find peace within myself .. i feel so stuck .. so caught .. so sick and tired .. wads going on ? i dunno .. one min .. i'm happy and the next fustrated .. i dunwan tell anyone anything .. but i cannot take it any more ! ..
`- reaching for the stars high above the skies ** -`