Screams
Saturday, November 12, 2005
i'm sick of this life ! lolx .. love the lyrics .. hahas .. was sitting with siaohwee under my void deck yest .. and i started pouRing my sorrows out .. lolx .. as usual .. he always accompanies me .. hahas .. thanx ah boii ! .. u're the best ! .. den we talked abt our past few years in mjR .. it was weird in sec 1 and 2 .. when we argue for nth .. ''-_______- .. it was so lame .. hahas .. but nw i treasure u .. really .. =p .. den we talked abt relationships .. he help me .. i help him .. it was so ironical .. lolx .. i told someone i like him .. and he stead .. lolx .. but i wish him all the best ! .. now i cannot forget him and he cannot forget her ! .. thats life right .. ! she will always be in his heart and he will always be in my heart! .. its the first which ppl will never forget .. thats y it is the first .. siaohwee ! .. u'll find ur happiness while u can still keep her in ur heart unsealed ! .. =) .. and i will keep him ! .. -promises-
den chang ming came dwn and accompany me ! .. lolx .. siaohwee go home become his pig again ~ hahas .. studied as usual .. was waiting for my soccer boii but he never turn up ! .. hahas .. instead someone i dunwan meet came ..! he was so irritating !
you broke ur promise again ! i have nothing to say now .. i really wish time can go back so i dun have to take the wrong step by knowing u .. i am still as happy without u .. get it !? den we were talking abt the chalet .. lolx .. wanted east coast ! .. but pasir ris will do .. lolx
suddenly i miss kah huei .. sizheng ! .. lolx .. anyway they promise me go swimming together after o levels ! .. hahas .. looking forward .. last time every week we go .. after o's .. we aso must go every week ..
some times i really hate being at home ..! .. its like jail ! .. i hate him! .. he makes my life difficult .. i hate him .. so wad if u are the head of the hse .. i have my own life .. i make my decision .. u dun interfere ! .. get it? .. i hate u and i mean it .. never has i once look up to u as someone related to me .. i am just ur target right ? .. a target u wan i wan to achieve and i tell u .. i do wad i think is right for my life .. u dun interfere ..! .. i hate u ! and i will continue hating u until u treat me as a human ! .. yucks ! .. u think u very great ? .. u sux !