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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

thanx gal for the day ! =)

tired frm shopping `

shopping !!

my smile !

nana's art work !

my portal door !

temasek is wonderful ! .. hahas .. the teachers are wonderful .. the seniors are frenly .! gosh .. i was so anxious this morning ! .. finally choosen my subject combi le ! happy and satisfied with it ! hahas ! . =) .. think gonna have a wonderful 2 years journey ! .. love it ! .. haha ! muahahah` ..

temasek ! .. here i come !! =)

Monday, December 26, 2005

merry xmas ! haha ! .. today nana went crazie .. she sprayed me in the middle of orchard road with the snow spray ! gosh .. my hair was white ! .. girl !! .. haha .. of cos i had my revenge ! hahas .. we were running down orchard road like mad people ..chasing each other all the way ! .. hahas .. it was fun! and i owe her yeaterday ! hahas .. as usaul .. shopping .. hahas ! spend again! .. but tis gonna be our last time .. haii* .. cos tmr i gotta go sch .. weds her turn .. thurs working and fri chalet ! lolx .. this week so packed .. and nxt week start school le ! .. i'm so nervous ! heeeeex` ..

- thanx meix .. for all the fun time ! i love u to bits! without you for all these years .. i might nt have learn so much aso ! .. muaCkx ! =)
- thanx ahma ! .. hahas .. we were so crazie together ! hahas .. i've cherish all the time when we were together ! cambodia trip really rock my world ! i love u !
- thanx ah mei ! .. hahas .. this chicken little crazie girl has always been fun to play with .. i love u gal ! rock on ! haha !
- thanx siaohwee ! ahboii .. i learnt so much frm u .. and u're always there when i need a ear .. sorry for all the nagging i've contributed to u .. ! =)
- thanx kah huei ! hahas .. sorrie for all the malay phrases ! heex` .. it was fun making u .. hahas .. and u didn't mind .. i'll be seeing u more often anyway .. hahas .. =)
- thanx juan ! hahas .. this gal sat behind me for 4 years ! without her taking care of me .. think i've crumble long ago .! love u ! =)

-thanx chang ming .. kakwai .. mingyi .. -> u guys have been great .. hahas .. thanx for all the fun =) miss ya !

hahas .. i'm always late in my entry ! remember ? hex` .. last night went to city plaza .. mama called us to go there .. and guess who i saw .. khairil .. ! gosh .. he looked so much like mr naufal .. handsome lehx` ! hahas .. i'm nt crazie abt him! .. but i'm crazie abt his eyes ! .. gosh .. his eyes is so big .. haha .. so cute .. ! hahas .. guys out there .. eyes do play a part in looks ! and esp those big eyes one .. hahas .. good looking nehhx` ! .. i dun really follow up the shows .. hahas .. but his eyes did catch my attention .. so i was standing there for almost 1.5 hRs .. starring at his eyes .. =p .. haha ! .. well .. girls are permitted to look at good looking guys right ? .. haha

Saturday, December 24, 2005

i'm super BORED ! can't wait for sch to start ! hahas .. nana came over this afternoon and thank you my dear meix ! hahas .. hope u love ur hubby! hahas .. hmMmx .. honestly i am running out of stamina for shopping .. i can't seem to do proper shopping this few days ! .. hahas .. i wan rest ! .. gosh .. really getting fatter ! hahas .. den evening go buy sch shoes with my mama .. hahas .. i got white and hot pink sport shoe .. she call me dun get so bright .. with sch u very ugly .. lolx .. i ended up getting grey and pink ! ''-________- .. seem that i cannot part with my pink ! my mama headache aso .. but she admitted the colour mixtures are well-blended ! hahas .. so she bought it for me .. and we did a little shopping .. hahas .. and nw i'm back home .. bored !! .. save me someone .. quick ! hahas ! .. i wan sleep .. but cannot sleep ! i wan go school ! i dunwan stay at home ! santa ! where's my pressie ? i wan so many things .. did i mentioned .. me and nana planning to get wallet ! but very expensive !! santa .. grant us our wish .. let $$ drop from the sky !!! =) .. heeeeeex`

- i miss u -

haha .. first time teach tuition .. cute kid there ! hahas .. back to my old estate .. where i grew up ! .. the place change so much! .. the play ground .. the shops .. hahas .. but my day care centre still there ! hahas .. ubi Ave 1 .. die aso wun forget .. lived there while growing up for the first 8 yrs .. den i met an aunty who has been working there for more than a decade .. i can still recognise her though .. she cannot recognise me ! hahas .. i was super pluM when young .. haha ! .. nw tall a little bit .. haha ! i was soOo tired .. working and my eyes was nearly closed .. hahas .. yesterday feelings still churning within ! little boi went overseas 7 am .. i miss him ! .. hahas .. quick come back ! =) .. hahas .. was messaging the whole day .. i just hope starhub provides christmas discount if nt my dad will lose his voice this christmas while screaming at me .. hahas .. !

lets see ! .. continuation frm my sister's (banana) blog .......................................

hmMmx .. girls do get irritated if guys underestimate them .. well .. i am more of a straight forward person .. u can be our best buds .. but that does nt give u the priority to insult us .. get it !? .. u think guys have the strength to work ? .. well .. if u have been reading or should i say taking note of the world today .. most bosses are lady ! .. there are even presidents who are ladies .. that means that girls are as capable as guys .. why do guys have difficulty finding a wife ? .. simple reason ! cos girls are working their way up .. and they are nt willing to spend their time attending to people who underestimate them ! .. well .. if u are so clever ! why aren't u getting and producing better quality than us ?

i now shall admit .. i am fat ok ! .. i am ! .. but so wad ? does it offend u ? .. u're nt my boyfren right ? so why care ? .. it hurts to be offended .. but it is also girls' nature that we hide it well .. so thank goodness we did nt rebutt and embarrassed u instead in the public ..

haii* .. that shows hw much u dun understand us ! .. its such a disappoinment when i heard abt it .. haha ! .. i'm gonna forget abt it .. but the scar that u left within us will stay .. hahas .. just hope that ur girl fren is someone who can rely on u .. if nt u'll die cos it will be so embarrasing to let a girl feed u ..

think i'm done here ! .. lazy waste my breath further ..

meix .. love u no matter who u are .. dun listen to these morons .. they are just jealous .. got $$ .. we go shopping .. who bothers .. muaCkx ! =)

- i wan u for christmas ! santa .. grant me !! -

Friday, December 23, 2005

haha ! yesterday was super wonderful ! love yesterday ! perhaps it has been a long time since i had fun .. i dunno .. i wan to say a big thanx to CHANG MING .. KAKWAI .. SIAOHWEE .. KAH HUEI .. SI ZHENG .. ZONG YUAN and MINGYI .. thanx for making her b day so successful .. hahas .. i planned so long den kw bu xiao xin said .. ''-________- .. argh ! .. hahas .. but its ok .. she had fun .. i wan make her sweet sixteen a b day to remember ! hahas ! .. hmMmx .. it was unexpected most of the activities though .. had a boat ride .. lolx ! so cute .. we were jumping on the boat ! and the driver had to make us sit down ! hahas .. and nana scared of cockroach ! haha ! should have seen her face ! .. she is sooOoo cute when she is scared .. haha ! den we sat the boat frm esplanade to clark quey .. and we had to alight .. cos dunno where to go ma .. so we kept on walking .. den stomach growling .. lolx .. our dear chang ming made a few calls and poof .. we had dinner ! THANK YOU MRS KONG ! haha .. if nt for her .. poof aso no dinner .. =p .. haha ! got one waiter really very cute .. lolx .. me and nana we were kinda squeling thru dinner and the guys made fun of her being fann wong ! cos that waiter look like christopher lee ! haha ! for the first time, i broke record .. we started eating at 645 and ended at 830 .. such a long long dinner ! hahas .. eat until bloated ! hahas .. den continued our walk walk ended up in plaza Singapura .. that is when my turn to go crazie .. ''-___- .. wanted to walk walk become went shopping .. luckily zong yuan was there .. if nt nana had to camp out with me.. haha ! *winks* haha ! girls are always girls .. they will eventually get wad they wan ! heex` .. we left ps abt 930 .. kw didn't wan to go home so we proceeded to bugis village .. haha ! and they played the cute bu pa zang lang song ! hahas .. nana was so disgusted cos she also received a zang lang for her b day ! haha .. see so good .. afternoon can see one .. at night can hear .. cockroach accompanied your sweet sixteen ! haha ! ..
and finally all willing to head home at 1045 ! haha ! .. nice day .. =) love it !

happy birthday sunnee ! =)

happy birthday meix ! =)

the yellow man ! haha !

cannot see the merlion .. !

on the boat !

dinner !

clarke quey - dinner !

eating .. lolx !

Thursday, December 22, 2005

happy birthday to u !!

haha ! meix .. ur b day lehx .. happy for u ..this gal here has always been one of my hadns .. without ur hands .. u can't write .. and without her .. i wun be wad i am until today .. thanx a lot mei .. she has always been there for me .. though we did misunderstand each other some times .. but it is always the usual no one say anything better .. hahas . it will always be like that between us .. silence but with meaning .. i dunwan to hurt her with any words and she die also wun wan me hurt .. thats us ! .. a caring gal who is always free to go shopping and take photo with me ! .. maybe i've said this b4 .. but i'm gonna say this again ! .. thanx for being there for me .. thanx a lot .. 4 years of classmate .. 4 years of frenship .. 4 yrs of sistership .. well .. that's a lot .. esp. when we're going thru so much changes ..! seen her cry .. seen her smile .. her angry face (very fierce de horx) .. haha ! .. and nw parting .. parting doesn't mean ending .. its just not seeing each other for sometimes .. i know i will miss u ! parting also make the heart ponder remember !? hah ! nana ! u'll be greatly missed by me ! and last of all .. enjoy today .. give me more hugs aso =) .. haha ! happy b day giRl ! .. 4 yrs le !! muaCkx ..! for us ! to our frenship !=)

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

i've nt been blogging ! hahas .. working is so tiriing ! come back all i wan to do is sleep .. lets see .. my day can never be worser .. hahas .. firstly .. my sparined ankle is sprained again so its bandaged up nw .. =\ its awfully ugly .. hahas .. and i can't move it .. i got scolded by my dad again .. this time in public .. and I HATE IT ! i still dun understand hw much breath he has to keep on scolding me .. at home .. in public .. maybe he should fly to the universe and scold me frm there too ! .. haii* .. it hurts when he scolds .. but wad can i do ? .. it seems that i can do nothing abt it .. i can just listen and its best to keep my mouth shut anyway .. hahas .. den on the way home .. decide to take taxi back .. the traffic was CRAWLING ! i can never find any more traffic slower than that .. ''-______- .. den come back have to attend some lessons .. finally when i am back home .. my dad screaming at me again .. my home seems to be more like a hotel .. a place for me to sleep .. eat .. bath and the hotel manager will come scolding if the room is messy .. my life resembles that so much ! .. just can't wait to start school .. den i got a lot of homework to bury myself in that i dun haf to even bother if the hotel manager drops for a visit .. thats the best .. haii* .. tmr is gonna be a long day .. chang ming left for overseas .. ah boii working .. my mei mei shopping .. juan working .. i'm so lonely .. my life sux man ! .. i can't believe hw much more puffy my eyes can get .. haii* ..

Saturday, December 17, 2005

i shall announce myself bankrupt .. lolx .. went shopping again .. this time to plaza Singapura .. lolx .. was there only half an hour and i already spend my first blue note ! the clothes there is so nice ! .. hahas .. at first wanted to head for orchard for my converse shoe .. den it was raining .. and i was too lazy 2 walk in the rain and get drenched .. so we went douby ghaut instead .. hahas .. den walk walk at plaza Singapura .. hahas .. wanted to buy pants and shoes .. but decided nt to spend the second blue note so dimiss it .. haha! .. i seriously need to work harder ! hahas .. so i can get more pay ! hahas .. nxt week short week due to christmas and b day celebrations .. hahas .. tmr got to visit old folks home do some good deeds .. haha ! parents have a weird way of getting their children all stress up .. nt a single congratulation frm him for my entry and i continue to get double scolding for delaying his work ! wad teh hell .. !! when is he going to ever find me a human being ? he wans me do this do that ! for god sake i'm his daughter nt his servant ! .. I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME ! argh !

managed in TJC ! haha ! .. i was so happy that i forgot my injured ankle ! .. hahas .. was jumping round the house ! .. heeeeex` .. a dream came true this year ..! my dream came true .! .. so wad does this mean? .. this mean that it is ok to continue dreaming .. cos dreams will actually come true ! with sheer hardwork and determination! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE !
lets see .. i was sitting at the shop today .. while tending the shop .. i was kinda thinking of some things .. wad is love actually ? .. well .. i myself couldn't answer that .. its something that cannot be described i guess .. people get dissapointed when nt being loved by the people they love .. people die for love .. people do lots of stupid thing for love .. but that is wad love is .. doing stupid things cos u wan that person to feel it ..well .. i did stupid things twice .. and it was stupid .. but i managed to crawl out of my shell .. and i realise that there are better things to do rather than get involved with people .. though i do envy couples .. but sometimes if love does nt work between 2 ppl .. we must just learn hw to let go .. cos holding on will just make us more painful ! i've liked him for 2 yrs .. 2 yrs isn't short .. i coulnd't let go .. partially cos i didn't wan .. i insisted on holding on to him cos i thought i had a chance .. but i was way wrong abt myself .. and finally dissappointment came .. but with friends who really cares .. and thanx to them i managed to get over him .. its all right to fail sometimes .. =) .. cos failure is just another step nearer to success ! .. when u fall dwn .. be brave to stand up ! cos ur frens will be there ! .. just because u fail once .. does nt change anything .. the world still spins .. time still move .. y bother wasting one minute for someone who doesn't even care right ? .. believe me .. u still got a lot of frens behind u .. ! I AM BEHIND YOU .. all the way .. =)
i noe u as a very nice person .. a very good friend .. who is always there when i needed a listening ear .. u dun have to doubt urself abt hw u look .. or hw your personality goes .. cos that is YOU ! you are special ..! remember ! .. there is no one similiar to you ! .. be more confident ..! i never regret knowing u .. in fact i regretted nt treasuring u once .. remember .. you're special .. find the confident .. stand up !you'll succeed .. i believe in YOU .. and you gotta learn hw to believe in urself ! . (blogging only for u)
hmMmx.. back to my life .. i'm tired .. hahas .. =\ .. all the work is tiring .. thanx jiahao for dinner .. without u .. think i'll be starving as usual ! hahas .. thanx a million pal ..! wear ncier la nxt time ! so sloppy .. hahas .. nxt time we go walk walk some more .. thanx pal .. +)

ahma ! .. nana ! .. you guys will always be someone i treasure .. love u guys ! .. muaCkx ! muaCkx ! =)

Thursday, December 15, 2005

i started helping out at mama there today .. hahas .. at first very excited .. den i came to realise that sales can be really boring .. hahas .. but i already promise to help out .. so i can't back out anyway .. hahas .. i'm so tensed abt so many things nw .. tmr the results of the sch posting will come out .. i badly wan to go to tjc .. hahas .. well .. these are dreams that i wan more than anything else .. hahas .. had a terrible argument with my sis .. wads the hell wrong with her anyway ? .. she's always gifing attitude .. haii* .. why dun she learn ? .. maybe she's young .. i dunno .. but i remembered 3 yrs ago .. i was much better than her in fact .. every siblings go thru fights bahx .. haii* .. no heart to hate her anyway .. so rather forgif her .. lolx .. gotta continue working tmr .. hahas .. and my tues and weds nights are aso taken up now .. hahas .. feel a little tired .. =) .. anyway .. i was thinking abt christmas .. and i guess i've fallen for u .. i dunno .. but i've been thinking abt u for several days .. but i noe its impossible .. think u treat me as sister only .. wads wrong with me ..? hahas .. we were suppose to treat each other as bro and sis .. and i think too much reliance makes me miss u more and more .. but i really can't help it .. missing u .. hahas .. hope can meet u soon anyway .. =) ..

-sorrie i didn't keep my promise-

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

wonderful glow by the sun !

the usual mRt pix .. =)

its blur but i still love her .. muaCkx !

me and ke ai de xiao mei mei .. =)

let me give u the reason y i am still up so late ! .. lolx .. i can't sleep ! the pain is killing me .. hahas .. the swollen is bad .. my mama put my leg inside hot water first .. den nw put inside ice.. lolx .. the pain is super terrible .. hahas .. but no pain no gain yea ? i learnt hw to skate .. thanx to sunnee ! .. hahas .. had loads of fun today .. did a little bit more on the webby this morning . den went to meet ahma .. ahgong .. lolx .. we went .. 17 stops yea to jurong ! .. lolx .. today i finally understood the meaning of clown ! .. hahas .. i witness a clown on the way to jurong .. hahas .. den reach jurong le .. went ICE SKATE ! lolx .. it was packed so we went to eat first .. my strawberry sago looks delicious but didn't manage to get the pix .. i was on it right after i sat .. lolx ! den i got my pink gloves hahas ! pink rox! den we went skating .. hahas .. the first step was always the hardest .. fell dwn plenty of time .. hahas .. and once landed on the ankle .. (thats y now so pain) .. hahas .. but had fun .. thanx ahma ..! ah gong ! .. meix ! hahas .. without u guys .. no fun le .. hahas .. and sorrie ahma .. and ahgong .. hahas .. make u guys carry me hahas .. nxt time we go again! hahas .. den i can skate le ! heeex` .. so funn` .. love u guys ! muAckx =)

- each day passes with u always in my heartz and souL -

the usual us =)

merry christmas ! hohhoho !

my ahma ! cool hoRx !

my mei .. love her !

hey handsome ! wad u doing ?

i love them !

oppps .. fell dwn =\

cheese ! =)