Screams
Saturday, December 03, 2005
i cannot take it le .. here i am like a fool waiting for u .. yaya .. i'll come by later .. and wad time is it now ? 12 ! i waited for 2 whole hours and not a single lingering shadow i see .. i weeped .. and once i weeped .. my hearts dead .. i dun need your care anymore .. where are u when i most need u ? .. this is the second time u put me off ! the first was my o levels .. having some thing on is nt a reason .. it is an EXCUSE ! get it ! i might be unreasonable .. but who help u when u need help .. ? so after ur things is settled .. i am ust as good as nothing ? .. i hate empty promises .. if u can't keep it .. dun make it ..! i trusted u again and again despite many warnings from my close frens .. now i reaaly understand who care and who doesn't .. i no longer expect anything from u .. i can get my own things .. i can go my own way .. i will stop asking frm u .. cause even if i ask .. nothing will be returned anyway .. apologises can be made .. but apologises canot replace the hurt that u have caused .. i will walk my way .. and u can walk yours ..
- if u cannot keep a promise .. don't ! cause it will only cause more hurt in the end -