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Thursday, August 31, 2006

happy teacher's day !

to all my teacher's who've taught me ! teachers have made a big impact in my life.. from primary school till secondary school .. and now jc .. met millions of them .. from tuition teacher to school teachers .. without their patience and care .. i wun be wad i am today ! knowledge learnt frm them will always be in use in life ! thanx u soO much teachers !!!

today mjc celebrates aces day cum teachers day cum be urself day .. everything together ! quite cool ah actually.. haha` .. my class came as scream ! they were super cool ah ! hee ! everyone looks like a ghost ! hahas .. they were soOo supporting . love them ! hee !! had to lead aces day dance in the morning .. was on stage .. think got 6 mins of fame ! hahas .. but who cares .. i was enjoying myself with the hse comms members ! hahahah` .. den i changed to my costume and joined my class ! hahah` .. the teacher's day concert was nice =) .. he was on the drum ! the drummer simply hot ah ! =p . blehx .. shall nt complement any further .

went to catch click ! people catch when show just started but i catch when the time period is almost up .. but who cares ? i enjoyed my movie and i enjoyed my companion .. that all matters ! ..

handsome .. please get well soon .. hate to see u so sick !! nt use to it ah .. the once cheerful .. jumping boy becoming someone quiet .. haha` .. i need time to adjust .. so please get plentiful of rest !! =)

was walking at marina and decide to gif the boys a surprise visit ! haha` .. all look different ah .. zong yuan and his hair .. siaohwee as cute as ever .. haha` .. kah huei hair aso long .. javier like grown taller or i just grew shorter . haha` .. i miss them !! esp. siaohwee ! sorrie i couldn't stay .. i need to take care of some cute guy =x .. hahah !

yijaun ! so sorrie i didn't get to meet u aso ! will make it up to u !! haha` . its so nice to see ur sec sch frens .! love them !

my love in mjc ! =) o6A1o2

sCream !!! my class ! =)

the 3 cute cowboys ! =)

afiq and zhi zong as cavemen and me !

the witch and wizard !

the cowgurls !

monday to wednesday crept by too slowly that i feel it took more than 3 days ! when u are bombarded with test that u have no confidence with .. that happens ! well .. the teacher's day rehersal was tedious ! it was really the hard work of the performers who stayed back till 10 in the night to make it a success .. i dun deny i was there trying to pass well for my test and still grumbling for the lack of time .. i seriously wonder wad about the rest! jc life is really about how u manage ur time well .. cos there are sooO much to do and soOo little time ! =) .. but well .. thats life right !? sometimes i just sit down and ponder .. to struggle between studies .. CCA .. external commitments .. other commitments .. relationship and to do well in all is really very difficult ! but as long as u are happy and determine ! it will always turn out fine! to my classmates and frens who are feeling stress out there ! remember that everyone is going thru the same thing ! be shure to smile ! cos it will just cheer u up ! facing something tough with a constant smile on ur face will just make u feel better while hadling all of that.. =) .. keep smiling !~

us now ! .. love them !!

the whole hse comm ! =)

haha ! .. my house comms badge rocks ! my hse comms rocks ! we survived until today ! =) .. haha` .. after the interhse games .. can really feel the bond between the whole comm .. nt only within the hses but also the other houses ! hahahah` .. i love them !! .. 6.14p.M ..! hahah` .. will never forget ! that is when we got our badge ! a badge full of memories .. a badge full of hardwork .. a badge full of pride ! and a badge full of honour !

house comms 2006 rocks my life !!

phobos !

Thursday, August 24, 2006

hanis !!

gurl !! smile more ah !! hahas .. i miss ur smile .. looking at u this few days really breaks me up.. i noe IHG is super taxing .. i really hope that everything will be over real soon .. life isn't so nice after all .. never view life as a burden .. view it as a challenge !! gurl !! no matter wad .. i'm here !!! dun cry ! hee !! i need u more !! hahahah` .. i'm ur pillar .. just call and msg whenever u need me ! i love u sis !!!!

handsome !!

hahaha !! now i noe hw much i;ve fallen for u .. =)

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

hee! today school was short .. it feels super short ! hahas .. class photo taking .. i thought it was really very very nice! den after that had IHG .. aparently didn't go for netball .. went for basketball .. played today .. aparently wad i miss most are the guys !!! kakwai .. chang ming .. mingyi .. zong yuan .. jiacai .. kah huei .. siaohwee .. sizheng .. bo xiong ! hahas .. all the guys ! we used to go geylang west after school alot ! for street soccer and basketball .. i remembered they always get into fights with the malay mats ! hahahs` .. time really pass soOo fast ! hahas .. frm the time u guys teach me how to shoot .. how to hit ! hahahs .. the feeling of playing basketball just now was really memorable ! hahas .. and i did wan to win ! hee !! thanx guys ! at least i can tell u guys that i learnt sth ! so u guys never teach blindly .,. this gurl still got use one hor ! hahahs` ..
geylang west memory jsut came back and i miss it soOo much ! hahas .. must go back with them some day ! hahaha ..

Monday, August 21, 2006

econs test was a blast !! i love it !! everything i studied came out !! please let me do well !!! =) .. school was as usual slow .. mrs tay didn't cme again .. so enjoyed life for 3 periods again .. i'm so scared of geog now .. wad if i fail ? wad if ?? finally .. after school .. went to take a look at the interhse games .. today is a not bad day for phobos .. at least they won something !

kakwai .. pls take care of that injured knee ! and congrats to darren and kakwai who played well ! love u guys =) ..

haha ! he look nice playing rugby .! your dive was simply nice la ! i was looking frm the gallary ! was taking a rest la .. suppose to check on phobos team .. =p .. pls adress that wound .. smack you ah ! cut so deep !! haha ! ..

i'm tired .. very tired .. tired of everything .. life ! studies ! no one seem to understand .. why can't i just run away !? i wan sleep !! just let me sleep .. i'm so tired .. really .. no point living when home feels like jail to u now .. =( .. my sister is going overseas .. i dunno wad to do without her !! .. sobx ! let me cry while my whole world crumble after me !..............................

20 August o6

today is the pesta sukan !! hahas .. but i can hardly open my eyes .. been on the phone till late at night ! wad was i doing ? hahas .. obviously enoying life ! =) .. the gulrs played well !! lots to learn but they played well .. *claps* .. i just love gladys and sabrina's shot ! almost perfect man ! after that went to parkway bk to studie ! haha` .. long time sincei did that .. last time was o level mugging .. o level seem so simple now ! like simple seriously ! think back a bit dumb for me to get so stressed up .. A level is tough .. cos syllabus is compressed ! well .. wad to do .. if u wan to get top education u got to studie ! things dun simply drop frm the sky ! and i miss him very bad today .. like super bad .. its only the weekends .. think msg more than 50 ! hahas.. i am going crazie .. love is so sweeeet yet soOOo pain .. but nevertheless i stil love you .. =)

19 August o6

cannot stop crying since morning .. morning got netball practise .. since i left hse .. tears keep rolling .. i'm sad !! get it .. where got ppl happy will cry ? i fell dwn during netball .. and sprained my ankle .. thanx to cleo .. i wore her ankle guard ! i love the gurls !! after netball got aces day dance ! and of cos i love my she comms to bits !! they rock my world .. den bath in school . wan to start studying .. den got too tired .. o slept .. woke up .. dunno why after calling yijuan .. i started crying again .. how many times must i let my parents understand that i study hard enough! i am studying .. results just dun drop frm the sky ! hai* .. hard to explain ah! cry and cry .. my day sux today !

thanx ahma ! for giving me the hug ! i love you !!

thanx hanis for being there when i really needed you ! u're the best sis !!!

you `- .. hee ! though u weren't there .. i was smiling at ur messages !! thanx a million !!!

at least there are ppl who love and understand me .. why can't my parents be among them !!?

18 August o6

interhouse games is driving me crazie !! hello people !!! no matter who win or who loses ! all are mjcians la ! haiyo !! this type of thing will soOn be forgotten .. why must fight lehx ? .. dun get it la ! hahas .. i love my hse comms members and of cos i love the hses ! cos they belong to mjc !! thats the most impt ! who win or who lose does nt really matter .. and phobos lost a lot =p .. but i wan thank kakwai and darren for playing like thousands of games (exaggerated) on friday !! hahas .. without them .. think phobos die ah that day !! hahas ..
today was simply crazie ah ! pe played baminton .. den after sch interhse netball .. den help out at touch rugby . den basketball ! hahas ! as usaul i love netball ! hee !! always so fun ! though i got hit .. haha ! but its a game la . so wun think abt it .. touch rugby was super fun! though i dunwan chiong forward with the ball later the guys catch me ! hahas .. so i tag guys ! hahas .. funny one is that .. i managed tag 2 .. den he was running towads me .. i heck ah ! hahas .. just tag ! ehx.. u look nice playing touch rugby =x .. hahaha ! den had a basketball game with kakwai .. darren and the guy who looked like jay ! hahash` .. long time no play .. skills rust like hell !! hahahs .. den tired le .. sit dwn rest !! like who can tahan after playing for a few hours !
went home with him !! weekends here !! studie time !!!
like wad the hell .. my family sux =( ..

Friday, August 18, 2006

haha ! .. today interhouse games shiok ah !! hahas .. though never win anything but i played like touch rugby for the first time in my life .. i would say it was quite fun when u head to tag someone .. and they always fall =) .. thats the best part .. everyone seem to be a bull ! did i mention he looks cute playing .. =p .. with his contacts .. haah` .. ok i shall nt brag anymore.. hanis was sick =( .. too stress up yea dear sis ! how i wish i was like physically there last night ! i'm sorriee !! i love u still! no matter hw stress u are .. u should smile ! crying gurl dun look cute !! hee !!! .. ohya .. and i lost the net ball game .. i feel that i played super lousily today .. seem to have butterfingers and so .. hai* .. dissappointed in myself .. =( .. but overall today was fun .. played badminton .. touch rugby .. basketball and netball !! haha` .. feel so successful today ..!
ohya ! and i seriously hope i didn't screw up my maths lecture test .. i was having bad time management! i wan to pass it with at least some decent mark! hee!
well .. actually i realise that some things just cannot be forced .. if it is destined to happen .. it will happen no matter wad .. wad if this never happen .. will things still be like that now ? .. well .. like i say .. if it is destined to happen .. no matter how hard you try to aviod it .. it will still happen .. i believe in fate and destiny .. and honestly .. i seriously like the way things are now .. it makes me feel that i'm standing on top of my world !! :) ..
and i have netball tmr morning and dance after that !! save me frm destruction that i am going to cause on my econs paper on monday !!! save me !! ahhhhhh.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 14, 2006

i just wanna cry !! i think i will fail promos ! freak ah !! i seriously think i wun do well .. so many things not done ! and so little time !! its 3 weeks to september hols ! how short can it get ??!! argh !! and 5 weeks to studie break .. and 7 weeks to promos ! .. =( ..

take me away frm here !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

12o8o6

early in the morning .. i got date ! hee ! date with my pri sch teacher and cherrie !! hahas .. she left Singapore for 7 years !! hahas .. and now she's back for 3 months before she go back there again ! oh my .. pri sch seems like yesterday when we re recalling ! hahas`. and nw i am a 17 year old gurl ! so big le ! hee` .. ate at the indonesia restaurant ! so nice ! hahas .. teacher treat =x.. bully ppl only ! haha` .. and then went back to sch to studie with my grp .. hee! as usual .. the 2 cute lovable hanis and the handsome guy ! hahas .. well .. aparently .. i and lyna hanis had no mood to studie .. i'm so gonna skip sch one day ..
i'm gonna do shopping and rest ! i dun care .. things are falling onto me .. i feel so caught .. so breathless .. so tired .. i dunno i have a feeling promos is gonna be unexpected .. as in i might nt do well.. too early to say anything .. everyone is facing the same amt of pressure .. sometimes running away might nt be the best solution but running away gives a sense of satisfaction .. ! i wan to go back to the free me .. where i am tied dwn to nth . though it is meaningless to a certain extent ! i'm carefree ! thats all i wan actually ..
but you added colours to my life ! nice colours ! and thanx for doing that .. cos without u .. it is really meaningless ` =) .. everything is aimless .. ! >_< ! .. at least there is a reason to smile now ..

me ! hee !! =)

jasmine ? hee !

pri sch days =)

Friday, August 11, 2006

haha ! .. went back to school early in the morning to complete my econs revision! haven thoroughly finish but am satisfied =) .. went for aces day dance practise ! i so miss dance ins tudio wu and i'm so going back soOOon !! haha ! .. studied the whole day with nothing much exciting happening except the grp of crazie frens i'm with .. the 2 hanis .. akmal and khairil ! haha ! they are so funny .. was still in school quite late .. and i manage to escape before the security guard started telling them ghosts stories about our school .. but mjc is like 4 years old .. how haunted can it be ? i sometimes wonder what is imaginations use for. ! lolx! and i miss him dearly today . though i did see him this morning .. wads going on with me !? haha! .. am now suffering frm a breakdown of mantal blockage! help me ! and i got geog project to complete hw nice !! =( ! and i got pri sch lunch tmr ! gonna make shure i dress up ! tata ! i go attend to the needs of globalisation ! hahahahah !!

- i miss u soOoOoOo much !-

see !! .. savouring on lolipop ! hahah !

crazie ppl .. but i love her same !! =)

tweety bird grandfather !!!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

haha ` .. wanted to wake up at 8 but overslept ! hee ! .. as usaul .. lazy people dun wake up so early . went mugging ! hahas .. like there is so short of time for me to studie for promos. honestly i love this break so i can at least cover my missing chapters that has not been stored into my brain memory card .. went back with hanis .. the school is so far the best place to studie .. conducive environment .. nice friends .. i just love mjc !! haha` .. did chem the whole morning and i totally give up ! like who cares hw many lone pair and bond pair a compound has .. o.O .. forget it !!! haha` .. den i did econs .. which is much better but killed most of my brain cells .. at least i can safely save i memorised my chemical bonding and demand and supply which should have been done long ago . haha! den went banquet for dinner ! dinner was usually so full ! haha` .. i feel fat ! i'm going on a diet i swear !
sorry for my mood swing .. hee ! .. i had mood swing and aparently took it out on someone ..! sorrie ! but i love u still ! hee ! dun worrie ah ! my mood swing awhile only .. u so cute and nice ! i wun dare mood swing so long ! miss u soOo much ! =).. sorrie ah !! hahah !!

when i still look nice and fresh ! =)

when people studie toO much !

good people studying =p

see ..! my fren is also crazie !

see .. crazie le !!

gone crazie studying =)

happy birthday Singapore !! haha .. so singapore is now officially 41 years old ! hahas .. and the fire works is spectacularly bea-u-tiful ! hahas .. remind me of last night ! hahah ! .. sometimes i think that when u expect the least to happen .. it happen .. hahas .. well .. i just feel that way . hahas. today whole family at home .. den i realise that my sisters have grown up ! hahas .. they were having fever a few days ago and today both were eating ice cream and my parents didn't scold .. haha ! i mean last time when we were kids .. they would have definately screamed at us ! hahas .. and i took initiative in ordering pizza hut ! hahahs .. =) .. and mummy was kind enough to pay for it ! hee !!! .. and whole day at home .. trying to complete my geog project but nth seem to work ! hahas .. i was suffering frm some computer sickness for awhile ! hahas ..
siaohwee !! i miss u a lot ! hahas .. better chiong finish ur project and meet me up for dinner ! ah boi ah !! hahas .. i miss calling u that ! hahas .. i saw the rest .. haven see u yet !! hee !! .. nw struggling to finish maths summary ! like .. since when maths got summary ? haha ! but i enjoyed doing it =p .. hee !!! .. today whole day no mood studie ah ! been forcing the words into my brain .. but it seem to be dead ! hahas .. sianz ! and suddenly i miss 4f a lot ! hahas .. can't wait for the chalet for the countdown ! hahah` .. hope it'll be in pasir ris ! haha` .. dunno why lehx .. but i seem to like pasir ris a lot ! . =x .. haha !!! ..
i wan to specially thank nana for making up to my ruin blog ! haha` .. =) ..
and dumb dumb sister been trying to change her blogskin for alomost an hour ! laughing at her !! hee!!!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

hee ! today has been a totally good day after so many of stress day !! haha .. this morning super early i wake up le ! head to hanis hse to dress up ! today is mjc racial harmony cum national day ! hahas .. super fun ! no studies and just play and play !! hee ! muahahaa` .. hmMm .. went to sch in a red shirt and black skirt ! hee and tied 2 ! hahas .. thanx to hanis mum ! hahah` .. den went to sch to play ! hee ! was snapping pix with a few ppl . like hw stupid can i be ? i brought an empty cam to sch .. no batt no memory card ! dumb right ? i know !! hahahahs .. den went back to hanis hse to change before going out with her .. head for tm for lunch den went bugis .. walk awhile den went marina square ! hee` .. sat dwn .. walk walk .. he came to meet us after his jamming ! hahas .. i like it when he drums ! hahahs` .. den we went esplanade walk walk .. electrico was testing sound .. and their songs rocks . and i gave hanis choco to brighten up her day !! hahas .. hope it made u smile sis ! hee !! .. den i had the whole afternoon with him ! hee` .. and i had fun of cos ! like i'm with him ! hee` .. den going home already .. he could stay for fireworks ..! hahas .. so i stayed with him ! and i can tell the whole world that the fireworks was absolutely nice ! like splendid ! i mean wow ! hahas .. it was so packed and it was for only 10 mins ! hee .. i love the fireworks ! and i love the night ! hahas .. met chang ming they all .. yijuan was there too ! hee .. met cheryl ! alamak gurl !! hee ` i miss u sOOO much ! and ur hair rocks !!! hahahahas !!! den have to squeeze thru the crowd !! hahas .. sometimes i think ppl should just keep their hands to themselves and try to concentrate moving instead of touching ppl !! like taking advantage of the place !! dumb ah these ppl !!!!

the fireworks was splendid !! nice as ever ! esp. when it was with u !!! hee` .. made my night the best night ever !! hee ` ! =)

hee !! i love her ! =)

me and nana !! 5 years le ! =)

ben =)

Sunday, August 06, 2006

i know myself too well .. my good frens noe me as well .. i've been scared of 2 words in my life ..! and it is still the 2 words that i fear of ..

what if..........................................

Saturday, August 05, 2006

this few days has certainly been hell for me ! not been completing my tutorial .. cannot concentrate in class .. lack sleep .. miss dance .. i dunno .. it just sux ! hai* .. sometimes i really think running away is a good choice though it might nt be the best solution.. hai* .. i dunno ah !!!! .. i'm so scared of all the upcoming events .. i miss shopping .. i miss spending time with my best buds and him .. and i miss dance ! not being able to dance is like taking my hands and my legs away frm me .. i was looking at the dance gurls and i certainly miss studio wu ! hai* .. net ball training getting fun .. =) .. hee ! i'm so gonna have to catch a movie soOOOoOn ..
nxt week a terrible week .. starting frm tues no sch till nxt mon .. hahah` .. i miss him =( .. i'll miss HANIS ! =( .. weirdly i'll miss the sch ! hahah`.. wads going on with me ? save me someone ! save me !!!!
sometimes u need to be more sensative when u do stuff .. dun always give instructions .. a leader is someone who is willing to lead and follow ! if u keep leading u will never be a good leader .. get it ? sometimes i feel like knocking ur head and see wad izzit made of .. but i scared the ans is sth i dunwan to noe ! be more sensative to others la ! .. the world is nt made up by u only ! think these days i meeting more and more ppl who think they are great .. but in actualy fact they are nt .. like shit ah !!! if they are great .. mona lisa wun be stading .. she would be resting already ! hai* .. ok la..
i wan go meet someone in dreamland ..

- without u .. my smiles seem meaningless-

Thursday, August 03, 2006

kill me now!!!!!!