Screams
Saturday, January 27, 2007
went out with him today to celebrate his upcoming b day ! haha ! hope u like ur pressie ! hee !! wanted to go sentosa but didn't .. cos we decide to spend more time with each other .. shopping and walking ard .. he so bz .. hahas .. nw i get him .. i better keep him to myself today ! haha` b4 he bz again nxt 2 weeks for council ! =p .. pictures speak a thousand words .. i really enjoyed today ! really .. long time never enjoy myself as much ...why must today end ? =(
who is willing and kind enough to buy me a sony ericsson w850i !!? my b day is coming .. i'm super super attracted to it !!!!
haha ! hanis .. izzat .. khai .. fahmi .. hanis farhana .. akmal and me !! went out for lunch !! i love them so much la !!! hahaha` .. and sakura is damn nice ! hee !! so fun ~! long time no gathering ! hahahah` .. yay ! had fun !! +)
Thursday, January 25, 2007
school is like as usually hectic ..i can feel the tension building up in class .. everyone seems to be mugging ! .. i'm so worried abt my upcoming block test .. activities seems to be unending .. i'm so scared .. talked to miss yeo .. thanx to her .. i made up my mind regarding a lot of stuff .. i guess at the end of the day i really wan my results to excel ..of cos i have to admit that i really enjoy what i am doing esp. hse comms stuff .. it destresses me =)and today my class + mr heng (my gp teacher) went to catch blood diamond .. i guess the author was really sending out messages of how cruel life is .. cos i totally bought the movie .. cried at the scenes where INNOCENT people are tortured and killed brutally.. i guess that is hw life goes .. the rich get what they wan as they haf the money ..but the poor have to work for superior people so that they wil at least have a life to secure .. dimonds ! people will rob .. commit crime just to own one if they cannot afford to buy it from the shops. its such a contradiction that diamonds are actually very cheap .. its like dugged ! and when it reaches the consumers' market .. it costs a bomb ! such a contradiction .. ! another message i got from the movie is about sacrifises .. certain sacrifices will always and constantly have to be made if something is required to be successful eventually .. even if it means sacrifising ur own life to protect another millions of families..
"A guy is only determined good or bad by his actions.. people can consider him as a bad guy .. but once he do a good did .. he will always be a good guy in heart" .. so touching ! ah ....................
hahas ! the movie touched me .. and i guess it touched many too ... its so worth watching .. it portray at how the third world people are actually treated to serve the first world economy demand .. life is CRUEL .. and i believe it totally !
super exausted .. hahas ! i still got tonnes of hw to do .... tata ! =)
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
fever for 2 days ! and i rested ! i think i'm the only insane creature on earth who looks forward to fevers! haha ! had hse meeting today ! sad to see some of the j1's leaving phobos cos they changed their subject combi! =( but the rest who are staying .. really hope u guys can bring the house to greater heights! +) and to OG 4 .. really nice seeing the whole lot of u joining OGL !! hee! .. i'll support u .. of cos !ok.. some stuffs that really pissed me off .. well.. blogs are privacy of someone .. but people should jolly well be aware that once u blog up posts .. it is readable to EVERYONE ! wads the point of trying hard to keep it private and yet posts it up on the blog .. %^&*($ .. well.. today while talking to one of the freshies .. i mention that a good person might nt be good in the inside at all! u noe why .. cos it takes some stupid action of that super good preson to actually turn them to a bad one! hw silly .. when everyone thought that u are the good guy for a min and a bad one the nxt ! seriously ridiculous i guess ! haha ! who cares .. ? people just start disliking u .. nt me ! .. well.. honestly frm last year to this year .. i've honestly seen remarkable bonding between my classmates .. well .. maybe with the exceptions of some extraordinary ones =) .. if u think u are tooOo good .. i'm sorrie ! no one is ever too good for anything .. everyone makes mistakes! well.. sometimes u never do anything wrong and u get blame for it cos of what ur frens did it .. this is the "one for all .. all for one " spirit where i am shure that it will further stregthen the bond (as what i have been taught).. well .. i guess there are some people who will be love to consider themselves extra-ordinary .. den i have nth to comment about.. and in JC .. people should keep in mind that teachers do not favour ! they just see each batch after each batch goes .. whats the prob with people man ? favouring teachers ! hai* .. sometimes u dun haf to believe what people say .. cos god will make u feel and experience it with urself ..! hw true ....
A levels is like back to o levels .. where u need all the possible help frm anyone or everyone .. to nt only pass but to score ! being good with one subject equates to being good at nth at all :)
Something i learnt to day which i believe is soOo true .. not to discriminate anyone .. but a class is only stronger if they haf a joker and a common enemy .. hMmmm.........................
this post is strictly in MY OPINION !! there is no particular person that i wan to shoot at .. but if u feel that it is u .. den i think u ought to do some reflection !
like i say again .. its in MY OPINION !! so yea .. save ur tags =)
Monday, January 15, 2007
and so i'm sick ! like what the hell!! i noe its definately the rain .. it always is ! ah! .. haiii*** ....
why do i feel that i'm dropping deeper and deeper into a hole which i can't possible save myself from ?
Saturday, January 13, 2007
its been super long since i last blogged .. my computer was down! my projects piling .. homework staking .. i haven had place to breath until yesterday! i needed the afternoon to relax ! thanx dear for bringing me out! +)i'm so scared of A levels . its like so freaking stressing .. though ppl say got like 9 more mths ! but i'm like so packed .. where got 9 mths to studie ? hai* .. and so i shall promise to complete my homework today! haha
later still meeting the guys to wish mingyi happie birthday! =) den maybe head off to studie .. at night got bbq for netball .. den dunno if mummy wans me at the mosque .. argh! =(
-breaking dwn in my world-