Screams
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
its been so long since i last blogged. busy with life. life been super down for me lately. sometimes i ever wonder why am i still smiling at the end of the day when the inner me is bleeding out. the boyfriend is leaving for NS so sooon that i feel a sudden lost of support. the emotional rush cant be described. :( just feeling very very very down lately. hope things will get better for me soon. if nt the preparation of a coffin sounds like a good journey for me (:ANYWAY .............................
after a night of fun, it was cam whoring with some very close friends. of cos i have more than 2 friends. just that haven take finish (: soon soon .......... hehepeifang (:
syafiq (:
today went to support qiuting (F2) cos she is one of the UAN artiste. oh my! she is super elegant.! and everyone was like complementing her lovely never ending legs(: it was quite an experience gain where you get to see all the behind the scene happening.! Media show biz is just so complex and challenging (: which makes everything more fun than ever (:
last week was the hunk challenge which i missed :( looking at all the handsome hunks ''cat walking'' on stage revealing their abs! *faints* this week sexy babes is much hotter! so elegant, so pretty! so talented. well, in my opinions though there are try hard wanna be! and they didnt make it real big in the challenge. i thought no matter what the theme was - people should just relax and be themselves, i'm sure they can pull through even better than trying real hard to be someone. oh well, society always portray beauty so important that it is undeniable that many takes looks heavily these days.
channel U tv station. super duper cool (:
sexy babes(: really sexy!
hahas. Hosting class with mama G and the rest of my friends is becoming more fun than ever(: after all the tactics learning. it was costume play. hahas! i'm like super bad at it cos i usually wear anything that i think will make me look good. given a specific set of costume, i'm lost. hehe. nevertheless i love classes with mama G (:
happy chinese new year and merry christmas
i like the costume! xinru and me (:
p.s anyone willing to take me out of misery ?