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stories biography escapes archives


Tuesday, September 30, 2008
we look cute =p
my boy!
i love him! =)

these are the photos i owe for damn long =p and darling been waiting for them! hehe

yesterday(sunday) was full day at home with my family =) feel so bonded and happy! hee. long time since everyone really stayed at home.

today(monday), since i'm blogging after midnight i guess today means tuesday but i wanna blog abt monday so yea. and this gurl loses her money to the shoe brand known as everbest! oh dear! the first time i bought a pair of heels for $140 without thinking and i did the same thing again today! but i'm satisfied and happy. calculated my budget, just need to work a little harder to close more sales and everything will be worth it! hehe. i love my new shoe! look so sleek and elegant! and GSS is back!!!! whooo. that means shopping!!!!!!!

school was great with me and hanis sleeping thru south Asian study lecture as the lecturer forgot our break. argh! after lecture, had a small chinese test which i'm banging hard to get full marks! hehe. (:

had pizza for dinner and hersheys pie from burger king after that i bought another ice cream from 711. i dunno why but i just feel like gorging down all the ice cream in the world. :(

can't wait for tmr, i'm so gonna skip tutorial to fetch my baby boy frm camp so we can date. hehe! till den i'm loving life as it is! =)

Friday, September 26, 2008
went dinner with the boy's family! hahas. faruq birthday today! and the boy's brother turns 24 ! so old. expecting him to get married like in 2 years so that i can carry his cute baby! long term planning that is (:

had a really wonderful time today. been super long since i had a nice dinner with his mummy and aunt. just nice me and faruq both studied in school, so his mummy fetch us first before heading all the way to jalan bahar to fetch the boy! trust me if i was studying in NTU i would have visited him everyday! =)

his SCDF camp is like far from everywhere. oh dear :( poor thing my boy! hahas. but he looks really handsome in the white shirt and black dress pants. so formal so shuai! *screams*

had swensens for dinner =) the usual for me and the boy had his mega burger. to me it was not so mega after all. anyway i never really like the swensens at paragon there. i always think they overcharge the price and under serve the food. *oh well*

after dinner, went for prayers den the 2 boys got super excited over the f1 race thats held tmr that they drove down near the course just to take a look! i dunno. if the whole track was filled with prada, gucci, tods, LV, YSL handbags and shoes, i would have gladly squeal along with them (:

anyway, i had the best night ever. and darling, i love u =) i so want to spend 24 hrs with u !! hahas. hopefully i can see u nxt week. if not it'll be 2 weeks before i can see him again. this is torturing.!

and i really need to start studying cos i realise everything is piling and the recess week is ending and i am in the new year mood of collecting money and not in the mood of doing anything. save me someone!!!!! *dreams*

Thursday, September 25, 2008
thanx jiahao for the day (: for once i will not call u idoit! hehe. since today he was so nice to accompany me after school to do some last min shopping for some event. hahas! but to no avail cos i didn't feel like spending today!

so headed to jiahao's place. and trust me after 7 years of frenship. this is the first time i went to his place! and yes idoit! hahas. u need a girlfren to clear the mess. i'll try to hook u up with some housewives =p

anyway. thanx for the day. thats the main thing. and thanx for the concern at midnight when i was still hanging around(:

while talking to my fren while hanging out just now. i learn how to let go. cos if u hold on to something really tight, it will just suffocate and die. but when it is meant to be urs, it will never leave ur side. cos no one can ever snatch it away from you.

darling Brunei trip shifted to November, leaving me more time to see him ((: i miss the boy!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
i dunwan to stop smiling. cos thats what keeps me going (:

hahas! the day ends with a smile on my face!! =) i was so stressed up today that i had no mood to do anything. cos of the slight fever i had this morning i cancelled my school activity! haha

and the cure to my fever - chang ming!!! hahas. he suggested basketball at geylang west! which brighten up my day, remove my fever and put a smile back on the stressed face! chang ming. i miss geylang west so much! the court was empty so 2 cute students. one wearing manjusri pe tee (which made us really miss sec sch days) the other in sports wear occupying the whole area!

and we talk and talk about the old days where basketball and soccer after school was highlight of our secondary life (: and had a match, while my skills deprove like a million time i won chang ming at the second round! haha. guys, ain't you proud of me (: and chang ming owe me rice for a mth! hahas. if i can tahan the thirst, i'll join u guys for a game this sat morning. *promise*

went over to chang ming's place and i miss the feeling where the guys used to come over to play their soccer game and i slept on the sofa due to the tiredness ! hahas. i miss the old days. so carefree!

and after my appt, headed to kallang to just calm my mind down to think of my next step in my life. its life-changing. and the horses are real !!!! ohmy !!!! *grins* just an internal joke with my partner.!

and suddenly i learnt a lesson - humans are scary! they really are. dun ask why. i dunno. its just my instinct. oh dear :( kill me for trusting ppl too much. i'll stick to my old frens. -period-


time line .............................
my birthday this year!!
my birthday last year (:
D days (: hahas. love them much!!

Monday, September 22, 2008
i just happen to read a blog of a friend of mine and she mention that blogs are public domain and at any point of time, we never know the end reader of our writings and comments. this is really important to all bloggers. no matter what you decide to post up today - be it photos or comment. it must be ready to be circulated around the world. cos the internet platform is one where i admit is bounderless. its like globalisation. there is no end to it. we dunno who benefits and who doesn't. but i did mention at the beginning of the intro to my blog that its just a space where i let go of my opinions. i just release things which swims across my mind. the end reader of the blog can interprete it in any sense they wan and one must get ready for it. its scary to have a blog. but i personally find it challenging. anyone can be everyone they want to be on the internet. and interpretations by people can be a mistake. thats the challenge i like (: its being who you really are and who you really wanna be that keeps you going in the generation today.

internet is just a wonderful yet harmful invention in this age today. while doing my projects and when i read up research and comments, i began to be doubtful about the credibility of all the stuffs uploaded onto this platform. the world starts to change to an ambiguous stage where everything is on the grey area. its fun dong the projects but its challenging. interviews seems less credible than before. facts seems doubtful. though the vast benefits it provides many people to tap on to make money esp. teenagers nowadays it also creates alot of problems.well. there are 2 sides to every story i guess. thats why i wanna major in NEW MEDIA!! hopefully i get this course next sem *cross my fingers*

so far the beginning of my holidays - i've completed 3 stuffs on my to do list. though i went for gym this morning instead of tanning. i gained back the few kg when i break fast with 3 dounuts !! argh :( thanx partner for the fattening dounuts!

and today i really receive something which i will treasure forever from my partner (: i'm really touched. its a motivation for me to move on no matter what troubles or obstacles that come about in life. i really really like it.

went to east coast for awhile to just sit down and calm my mind after the long day. set my goals right. pursue my dreams again. and i got back my energy (: the shirts coming tmr!!!! so excited. hopefully mummy will allow me to go a short trip after new year to do sales.! *squeals*

darling still training and i miss him bad :( like real bad. i hate NS!!!!!!

i finally understand why people is so protective over me! so many times my friends and a lot of people who care tell me to be careful when it comes to lending money to anyone. but i always have this weak point call '' xin luan '' so at the end of the day the money is still borrowed out.

and without writing any proof or evidence i just pass the cash to them. yea . i am naive. hai * still learning to be cold heart. i dunno how some people are just so un-grateful of everything - the way their frens help them and the way their life is structured. i learn so much this few months about the human beings. i start to get afraid of them! even the closest friend can become ungrateful for everything u did for them. becareful of the people you help!

its time for a change. i wanna change.

Sunday, September 21, 2008
its been quite some time since i blog! hahas (: been out so many days! haven had the time to sit and finish my homework :( oh dear! hahas. i lost my motivation to sit for 5 hours to complete my school work! i need a study partner! since darling is in NS. no one motivates me to study! hahas.

and i have to survey the market at bugis later (: hopefully nothing gets out of my wallet. can't wait for tmr !!!!!

there is something which has been in my mind ever since a talk with a close friend on friday. trust. how do one define trust in today's modern world.? Are humans really so scary that they will go to every extent to just hurt one person if they are jealous, hurt or sth. i was really surprised at how a simple action could lead to a major desructive consequence.
i choose to look everything just on the surface for the simple reason that i want to live in a perfect world. however its a complicated society we live in and after last night talk on the phone, i really start to believe that trust only exist up till maybe 70%. no one can be trusted fully. even the closest to you will hurt you if they feel that you are nice to take advantage of. but people are not clever enough, they leave behind loopholes to tell people that they are the culprit.

to think back, i did sacrifice a lot of cash to learn the real meaning of friends and family. but i'm still ignorant. i guess its time for me to wake up and face reality. change can be for the better for for the worst. i want to change my perception of people now. i'm tired of being a good girl. maybe just maybe i wanna try being a bad girl and get accepted to the cruelty of society. but i always have this simple thought - that if today you are willing to betray your close friends, what makes you think you won't betray your own family. thanx for the advice. i'll be real cautious of the people around me.

Saturday, 20 september 2008
went out with my dear boy yesterday since its gonna be the last saturday i see him before a long time. i promise a nice post for him (: though the sweet pictures that we took is stuck in the camera cause daddy forgot where he placed the wire. but not to worry. it'll be up when i miss him real bad in this 7 weeks - guard duty, hari raya, his training course, his brunei trip :( that adds up to 7 weeks! but i'm not a good girl. i'll go to his camp to find him on friday night, hopefully he'll sneak out to see me =)

it was just a sweet simple date where at the end of the day it left me smiling sweetly cause its one of the wonderful memories you can ever want. and after being pampered for weeks, he couldn't get the car so we had to travel on public transport. its not so bad la. its definitely much cheaper than the bills of the cashcard and fuel.

contemplated for a movie to watch since its been a long time since i last catch a movie with him. i so wanna catch mama mia ! lets see i haven seen a nice movie with farhan for at least 4 mths =p haha! but due to the horrendous long queue at plaza sing. i'm lazy (: and so we settled for just a walk and some shopping if out pockets got itchy. headed to town. and let me repeat myself at how small my hometown is that i was in town almost everyday this week! argh! *sad*

what i thought was super cute was both of us were so tired cos of fasting, we went to royal onscotts hotel where the lobby was full of sofa in front of the receptionist counter, lie on his shoulder and i fell asleep for an hour (: *grins* and hanis was like " who sleeps on a date ? " and u have ur answer right in front of u. hahas! sorry dear! i was tired. and his shoulder was nice (: a date is not what u do that matter! is who u are with. though i fell asleep. i'm still happy at the end of the day. haha!

and dear, if you happen to be reading this. i love you (: i did a lot of stupid mistakes in the past and i didn't listen to you . but then at the end of the day. i'm still back in your arms. though i might still continue making stupid mistakes, i know you'll be there to protect me. and i know many people will kill me if i were to make any rash decision again. and yea. i wan our dream to come true.!

i was also just casually chatting with a friend that its not the quantity time that you see your boyfriend that makes you treasure him more. but the quality time where 2 people just sit down and do nothing and just being with each other. it takes a lot of sacrifices but at the end of the day you know everything is worth it. hopefully it allows you to make a decision ((:

Friday, 19 september 2008
anyway, went to clarke quey on friday night to complete my geog project and it was really an eye opener for me. geog couldn't be more fun (: globalisation has always been my favourite topic and a project on globalisation is something i couldn't ask for more (: and Singapore River Festival is one of our ideas! haha. its so rock band music. reminds me of all the bay beats and hard rock music farhan used to bring me.! (:

while walking down clarke quey i had this sudden thought of clubbing. never done before. it sounds real scary when my friends relate their experiece to me. but it sounds fun! hahas. well. chang ming!!!! lets club soon (: see if the guys wanna go! miss u guys so much man.

back on my project, we were suppose to interview people and do a report on it. me and hanis. we were like scared. den when we finally picked on 3 males. we realise they were drunk! was an experiece but i was like yucks.! hahas. so many handsome foreigners were there. was trying really hard to pick the good looking ones for the interview. its a superficial world today. u wanna live in this world. u need to have looks. i strongly believe in that (: and if u don't have a qualifying looks. sorry like what donald trump always say - you're fired. life's a game . its either u win or u lose !

Singapore River Festival
i like my top :)
hahas. thai food
haha! the male interviews for the day! AMERICANS!
yay! me and hanis (:

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
tired and bloated =p


and when the bell rings at 2pm after a long and tiring lecture of not understanding a single sentence the chinese lecture was rattling about! and that marks the start of my summer holidays! whoo!!!! summer holiday spells freedom! so much to do so little time! hehe =) since i only got a week break so i only have a week to pack my activities! argh!

lets see what i wanna do -
  • finish up my projects, tutorials, lecture notes, school stuff!
  • catch up with chang ming they all (:
  • catch up with jia hao! dumb ass
  • catch up with my sister.
  • catch up with my sleeeeep!
  • catch up with all the nice shows (bull fighting .. GTO ....... )
  • go earn some cash $$
  • overseas *still thinking*
  • gym! swim! lost some kg! hahas.
  • sun-tanning with Wenfang at Sentosa! (:
  • shopping with my darling gurl frens! =D
quite a list ! hehe. and so today went to eat breeks with my cute little fren who i think ate abit too much and knock himself against the glass door of suntec *rolling off the floor laughing* the scene was so funny! hahas. i saw the glass door and when i entered the shopping centre. i realise he got 'stuck' haha! i think he ate too much! though i was as bloated. i still saw the transparent door! hohoho!!!!!

so bloated ah!!! :( i think i ate too much. oh dear! tmr to the gym to burn off the fats i gained today. haha! and after gym. i'm gonna study chinese for the first time since i went to school! i feel so proud of myself.!

Monday, September 15, 2008
me and hanis (:

we got tired of studying so we started cam whoring. went to sch for a short 2 hrs lecture and den i was a free bird roaming ard sch dunno wad to do =p

wanted to go shopping at central library but decided not to get anything since i'm short of cash for the time being. haha (: soon! i'll shop till i drop! haha!!! =)

finally i bought my burger at geylang. gonna munch at 4am later for saur! can't wait. hahas. and 15 days already of fasting mth. 15 more days to raya. this year. fasting mth seems to fast! next week is my recess week = holiday = freedom = tanning at sentosa again! hahas! (:

i need to trim my hair! but i love the colour. seems like highlighted =)

and i still haven completed the essay that is due tmr! oh dear.

i like my top today (:

hahas. and today was just a lazy sunday where you do nothing and just slack . the brain stopped after yesterday's late night revision and i'm still nto done with my south asian studies essay which is due on tuesday. oh i'm so dead man! hahas.

and this is one of the days where knowledge about life comes knocking on the door unexpectedly. i was shocked at how much i learn over a cup of starbucks from my friend. and i realise life is about sincerity. the more sincere you are towards everything and anything you do. the more successful you become. you can be the best if you want to, but there are always someone out there better than you. remember to be humble thats the advise i was given tonight. money can be found anywhere. there are so much leakage of $ in society, its just that one needs to grab the right opportunity and the right mentor to guide them. but sincerity and humbleness comes directly from the heart.

to all my dear frends who have supported me in everything i do. thanx so much for all the time you guys are there for me. really. and not failing to put a big sweet smile on my face (:

i feel a challenge coming. but i keep wondering what is it. and the feeling is super strong each day. (: just hope i'm ready for life challenge.! till then - life is never a burden just a challenge (:

Saturday, September 13, 2008
the boy and me (:

met up with him today since it was a saturday and he didn't need to go back for some dumb duty that will confine him the whole weekend. leaving me miserably lonely at home =p

Singapore is so freaking small that we didn't know where to even head to at first. luckily he drove so i spent half my time relaxing and keeping the brains empty! (: i tried to control on shopping while he spent his $$ off =p hehe!

Geylang was so packed i didn't get my Ramly burger to break fast :( i'm craving for Ramly burger!!! i want ! *hai**

and now back to my mountainous homework ! :( save me!

the happy tan gurl today =D

the weather was crazy in the morning. while it was bright and sunny at the east side of Singapore. it was pouring at the west side of Singapore. so the plan of sun-tanning at Sentosa was delayed by 2 hours :( but then again i was bathing in the sun while waiting for the cute gurl to arrive (: but i was patient right darling! hahas

when we reach sentosa it drizzled.! argh! save me man! there was no sun. so eventually we just sat there talked the whole afternoon and after that we decide to dip in the waters.

and the sun was out like FINALLY after 2 hours. and i fell asleep on the sand after applying the tanning lotion. now my face is burnt !! :( i forgot to apply block on the face! and my tan is nt very obvious but slightly there. i wan go again to tan!! hahas. and i wan a new bikini! =p

i love u gurl! thanx for the day. my lovely fang (:

sentosa .!
darling gurl with peacock! hahas
yay! and my tan works! (:

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
i love this picture =D

couldn't wake up this morning after last night late night discussion ! (: den today in chi lecture i was like '' what is the teacher talking about '' sianx ah!! hahas.

den my super nice friend had 2 tickets to the Singapore flyer which he invited me . so sweet right! hehe. (: and we talk and talk and take plenty of pictures and went shopping and talk some more! hahas. i really enjoyed myself. been so long since i smiled my best! chang ming! ur best friend is back! (: hahas. thanx so much for the lovable day (:

trust me. the Singapore flyer is really cool if u cna go during sun set! the scenery is splendid ! hahas. of cos better if its free ! hehe..

i ride this !!! =)
botanical gardens ?
pretty pretty river
'' boarding ''
nice view!
toy car + high rise flat
east side of Singapore
raffles place and city
the uglier side of the country at work. make over changes
the internal soccer field! chang ming wan ask the guys play here or nt ?? haha!!
i love the view and the structure
thats the upcoming theme park at RI
hahas. me and the sea and the ''coconut'' trees!
different angles. different perspective. different views
the view is soooOo beautiful =D

I'm happy today (= and i got the dear boy a surprise . hopefully he will like it !

Tuesday, September 09, 2008
its a freaking 1.32 am in the morning. and i miss this cute boy of mine =D pardon me (: can't sleep without putting his picture up . hehe!

i have school tmr :( long day some more! haiii*

Monday, September 08, 2008
oh my! i dreaded this morning so much!! i wanted to continue sleeping but had tutorials this morning. and its already a freaking week 5! skipped 1 tutorial and 3 lectures in total for chi studies. didn't dare skip some more. the best thing was that today there was a chi test and i stared blankly at the paper. though honestly speaking it was very easy and a full marks paper. i handed an empty paper (: the most powerful thing in school is what i acknowledge as bravery =p how am i suppose to pass a chi history essay of 4000 words? *help*

hahas! oh well, the rest of the day went on as normal and for the first time in so long. i studied!! =D i'm so proud of myself! real proud. finish 2 articles of south Asian and 2 lecture notes and soon going to start on my chi readings. oh god! save me!!!!

i look forward to the week ending though it just started (: going for a ride on the Singapore flyer hopefully on weds. and sun tanning with the lovely wenfang on friday hopefully it doesn't rain! and sat will be a wonderful day again! (: *smiles*

to mention that i'm gonna keep fit plus my current figure, i'm gym-ing and swimming every week (: hehe!!! if anyone has any better ways of de-stressing. please date me out! i hate the books! :(

Saturday, September 06, 2008
the sweet boy came over this morning, initially wanted to bring me to the doctor. but we ended up just spending time talking (: been long time since i just spend time with him.

" are you happy? "
" yes i am" *grinning*

sometimes the happiest things are just the simplest things in life. and chang ming surprised me in the afternoon by dropping by since he was around the corner. feels back like last time. with my friends around me protecting me again (: and jia cai sweetly paid a visit too. its been like 5 mths since i saw him. and his jokes left my left lungs aching =p but i love them (: i miss everyone! oh dear. all on attachments and soon all will be going to ns. time flies.!

will be looking forward to working with u blur king! haha. jia cai has grown up =x

while i spent the whole day watching movie and sleeping. need to get back to studying! exams in a mth plus. i wanna ace! (:

Friday, September 05, 2008
i've beginning to suspect that there is internal swelling going on within me. :( the pain doesn't go away and it aches at every position i am in. its freaking irritating. i can't do anything with my left arm now. and tmr he's bringing me to the doctor =)

oh well, i've stop blaming everything about getting sick but can't stop complaining about the pain. and i finally finish the book by Richard Branson - screw it! just do it. and i really gotta blog about this guy man.

its been seldom that i really admire someone for the simple reason that we are all humans and we can do every single thing we want. but i really admire this guy next to henry ford - he really does what he wants and he does it no matter how much obstacles he faces. how many of us living today have this attitude? its the simplest thing that divide the strong from the weak and the good from the bad.

though it was just his books, it felt like i've met him before somewhere, somehow. to think about it if we don't face obstacles and problems in life, life is all that boring. its the things we face that keeps each of us stronger everyday. he doesn't care what people thinks bout him, he doesn't give a shit if you look down on him, he knows he can do it. thats the vital lesson we should pick up.

being a 15 year old boy having big dreams started him on the fruitful journey of his lifetime experience. with the dream of having his own magazine up till today owning planes, trains, islands, music stores. Richard Branson made a name for himself being Virgin's co founder. everyone doubted a 15 year old boy, but it didn't mattered to him at all. he just went with the flow.

what i thought was most attractive about him is his humble-ness. earning quite a great deal of moeny and owning a billion dollar business. not many people in the world today can submit to humble-ness. even some leaders fails to do so at points of time.

there are a lot of learning points that i took from him and the only thing that i can do now is put myself to a test of the skills i learnt.

my dad once told me" girl, i think you're ambitious " hahas. i'm proud of the comment though. maybe that will be the comment that spark the potential for me to excel to even greater heights in life. =D

feels like i've been away from society. first time staying at home for a solid 24 hours! hahas. been reading and movie-marathorning and sleeping.! i've never had so much sleep in my life before.

while the heart still hurts, i got no choice but to rest. once i'm well, i so wanna go for the sun! and yes chang ming u owe me a nugget mac meal! (: but happy cos i lost a great deal of weight, preparing me for new year ((: can't wait!

and finally after long hesitation of a new phone. i got what i want (: C905 - cyber shot with 8.1 mp! oh my!! and the icy silver is so sleek! hahas. i'm so gonna get it once its launched! for the time being, back to resting (:

Wednesday, September 03, 2008
and my heart still hurt damn bad. wonder if i'll die soon =p

hahas. the weather suck. but i had a lovely afternoon. thanks (:

back to work ..........................

Tuesday, September 02, 2008
and i'm home! haha. i feel reborn! ready for the next challenges in life that i'm gonna face. couldn't the whole of last night. got so engrossed in reading the book by richard branson - screw it! just do it! oh my. if i was to live in another era, he would have been both a good business partner and a super fun loving adventurous friend. i'm so in love with his daring guts! i wanna be like him! who cares man! just do it. people only get to live once. there is only 1 life =D 1 chance, 1 opportunity. either you make it or you break it.

had a heart to heart talk with my mummy and i realise families are really important. because that is the eventual support everyone will turn to! no matter if you make it or not. they are there cause god gave them to you. they are not by choice but by destiny (:

i feel that i've grown up! (: oh well, i do still believe in my motto - never grow up! *contradicting* haha! like i said, its our live. how do you want to live it? ((: many people care about me! and there are utmost importance in my life now. its them that i want to splurge on. i want to make them proud. and somehow i know i can do it! (:

missed school for 2 days and MC for 7 days! hahas. yes hanis.! i miss u too gurl! i know lectures without me suck! (: bear with it oki! hehe. while i know i'm not in school, i've been a good girl trying to complete my homework too!

while in the hospital, i caught a romace show - sky of love thanx to the act cute jiahao! hahas. and love is still a pit fall for me but well, who can resists love? it just come. i cried during the show ''-________-

this hurts so bad!
farhan (:
hahas. siaohwee and changming trying really hard to hide their face! (: the group photo is with my daddy! will upload it asap! loves!

and changming told me that my smile was sweeter when i was back in school. i have an answer for you my dear friend. i'm off troubles now (: so my smile will come back. and i'm touched that you remember that. its been 3 years since we graduated. this is what i call friends for life! thanx is a word that can never be bought (:
act cute jiahao (:
loves by bro and fang (:
by my neighbour (:
yours truly (:

Believe it can be done
Have goals
Live life to the fullest
Never give up
Prepare well
Have faith in yourself
Try and try again
Help each other ......................... Richard Branson


Monday, September 01, 2008
life's been taking quite a weird and surprising turn for me these days. but somehow or other i've beginning enjoying them (:

well, after the IT fair on friday when i got home, i had severe high fever and mummy gave me some panadol and i turned in for the night. and that night i got admitted to the hospital! pretty unexpected for me! :( first time in an ambulance the feeling was scary. really. never felt that and could i say it was a close shave from death? i dunno. i thought a lot. suddenly i feel like yea. everything was going to end. in the emergency room all types of equipments i saw which made the whole feeling even worst. haha.

to think abt it, its a once in a life time experience and i guess all the CT scan and injections everywhere, i wouldnt get to feel it again :)

special thanks to all my lovable friends that paid me a visit

thanx for the lovely red rose from my dear bro and fang. was really happy to see them though at that point of time i was restricted in my movements ..

my mummy's friend came and my uncle and aunties came, bringing me flowers and cute bear bear (: i feel so loved =x

my lovely secondary school friends - juan, chang ming, siaohwee, nana . my smile came back when they visited. they brought me some happy feeling i can't describe (: thanx to mingyi who send his lovliest regards cos he was too lazy to come out ! lols . guys, everyone commented that the flowers is really nice so i'm gonna bring it home!! pink roses and white carnations ((:

my sisters and brother - ever so lovely to have accompanied me thru the night when i was in pain!!

jiahao - who was super shocked that i got admitted and thought i pulled a prank on him. dumbass!! hee. thanx for the ipod video and movie that accompanied me last night. and my fingers back to normal idoit (: thanks and lots of love from your sick buddy here!

mr weijian for the magazine to keep me updated about office (: appreciate it.

and farhan !! ((: the lovely boy who came on friday after booking out in his smelly uniform =p and saturday surprising me with a lovely handbag from charles and keith to cheer me up! i really loved it!

many dropped me take care messages !(: thanx to everone really.
this time, i've learnt a valuable lesson. sickness doesn't come when you are old. it just come as they like. i wanna live happily with people i treasure(: its a great lesson learnt. i no longer really bother of how people think, its just that we should do sth we know its right.

i learnt a precious word - treasure. and yes, from today onwards, live life to the fullest (:

will upload all pictures once i reach home and get my hands on the hp cable!