Just back from malaysia again! another fruitful trip to get away from all the stress and now stress is back on. exams are like in 2 days and i just started studying today with hanis (: hahas. thanx gurl. lots of motivation frm u. loves !!!

KL trip was peaceful (: i enjoyed my trip a lot. hahas. hopefully soon got more cash den can have meetings at other places ! wheee~!

i love my red RL !! hahas. anyone wanna buy ! inform me! got 3 colours! pink. red and black! hehe. wheeee~!

finally after 11 mths u turn 18! shure super happy tonight ! (: enjoy ur birthday, go have fun! hahas! go splurge! just for once, let go of everthing and enjoy! really glad that we're still super close after so many stuff that happen ! hahas.! like i said before and gonna repeat myself - i'll support any decision u make and i will be here if u need me ! met u for less than half a year but u've become one of my trusted friends ever.! *p.s writing this makes me miss changming and the rest* hehe. things that i promise u before, i'll give my word that it will happen. cos thats wad i really wan ! jiayou in everything u do! SCREW IT! JUST DO IT! is what u always tell me and is what we should live by it every single day! (: and u better catch some sleep to get beautiful flawless skin (: so that u can be yan dao tmr! hahas!

wheee~! a few more days kakwai and kahuei birthday! hahas. apparently all my good friends birthday always seems so close to one another.!

___________________________________________________________________

today was a super marathorn for me. went to meet hanis in the afternoon den i marathorn my geog for the whole afternoon. i got up from the seat to only go toilet and get a drink! super proud of myself! exams is in less than a week and i just started feeling a little pressured cos i'll spend half my time next week out of Singapore. oh dear, what is going on with me man! hahs. i so badly wanna go shopping. i wanna get a pair of boots! hahas and my C905 is super freaking beautiful! gonna get it once the baby boy is back from brunei. that is if he gets it (: den i'll finally have my couple phone with hiM! wheeeee~!

life is so full of surprises! went to pasir ris park for a walk after my studying den i saw a white pony. it was so beautiful (: the pony gave me a feeling of freedom. i dunno why it was so sudden. it just is! and i'm drained so gonna rest for the night!

plus 2 ppl made my day today! hahas. one if my bestie gurl, fang (: and the other, my other darling(: hahas!!! wheee~! i really believe friendship goes round and round in a circle where there is no end. once best friend will always remain as best friend. i'm so glad the air is cleared up ! hahas. i love u gurl! a lot (: hahas

i'm a happy gurl today! (: the most important lesson that i learn when we face our life is to be sincere in everything you do and things will go the way it should be!

life has many turns upon many roads. and the road ahead of me has a huge turn last night. i had to make a decision. when everything comes throwing back at u, life forces u to make a decision. and i made a huge decision last night, i found my focus, i found my passion and i found my end goal. i finally find what i really want. and i made my decision last night. got blessings and i'll move on.

I know i'm very stubborn, heard it many times from many people including my parents. i guess it has its good and bad. bad cos i will never listen to anyone. good cos i really know what i want and its not gonna be easy to influence me to change my mind. Critical decisions always come when life decide to surprise u. its not easy to settle down on a decision but it takes a lot of courage. just believe in the truth, life is fair i realise. if we try so hard to bring one down, we will be brought down instead. so why bother who is up there when we ourself got so much to accomplish in this short life ?

being able to open our eyes when we wake up in the morning is a gift to us. cos tmr may never come. treasure the life and do what u must do to achieve ur dreams.

unintentionally, my decisions and actions might have cost me to lose my friends and closest one but i always believe that they will eventually know the truth. as for my character, its really straightforward. if i am in the wrong, i apologise. if i am right, i will go for my decision 100% . to me, there is no time for turning back. life is short.

in life, there will people who hates you, but don't forget those who love you. there will be people who despise you, but there will also be people who admire you. there will be people who disagree with you, but there will be people who agree with you. there are some who are jack of all trades, while there are others who are master of one. i prefer to look at life optimistically. (:

the boy left for brunei this morning. and i started missing him already. come back faster! miss u already darling.

went to school super early in the morning just to hand up my chinese essay! celebrations!!! completed all assignments!! (: that leaves exams! haha!

met hanis after school with the intention to start studying. and i swear that it was so hard to start the studying engine after not studying for so long! argh! :(

but i did manage a few topics in geog (: hopefully i can still remember what i revised! oh dear, exams is such chore! hate it man!

we were drained after 4 hours! (: that leaves me enjoying my night. impromtu decision made and my nice, sweet friend brought me to Sentosa cos i wanted to catch the song of the sea show.!

yay! happy (: i get what i want!

someone sent me this really nice email. and i really wanna share it with the whole world. but i can't possible email every single soul alive. so i hope anyone that come across this blog . i can share my joy with u guys =)

make sure you know who is important in your life and who is not. family and friends are hidden treasures, seek them and treasure them. As for those who are just taking you for a ride, forget about them. why waste 1 min of your time on these people when that min can be spent on someone or something that is more worthy!

last essay due this weds and i'm free from all assignments. (: this is a super great news though exams are like round the corner! :( well. after exams, i wan travel!!! (:

went out with the darling boy for a decend date yesterday since he's going to brunei next week for 2 weeks. spend this weekend with him. haha! i'm so gonna miss him. he can't even msg cos there is no reception in the jungle. the communication industry is so bias! how can they bypass jungles? *gosh* i enjoyed my date. (: went to catch the james bond movie! so long since i sat down in the movie theatre to catch a show.

i didn't understand the whole show actually, but the actions were good + i enjoyed just sitting beside the boy enjoying his presence . spend a lot snacking. hahas. had long john for lunch. den ben and jerrys inside the theatre den secret receipe for dinner (: hahas. sacrifise my figure for today =p next week back to dieting and swimming! wheeeee~!

i love this boy! very much! DARLING . TAKE CARE OF URSELF WHEN U ARE IN BRUNEI. (:

i've never linked any blogshop to my blog or from my blog before. but today i shall have fun (:

this sign is so true! came across this while dating my boy today! hahas. i was like "wow! people should take notice man" went for sweet lunch date at popeyes today! cos he going brunei next week :( sobx. my boy is soOoooooOOooOOoo handsome! oh dear, i'm engrossed in hiM! save me! (: and dear is so sweet! hahas.

after lunch, we walked around Singapore flyer area and i found 2 cute soft toys. which i think i will eventually get it as a couple gift! i love white tiger! and there is a brown one.


baby boy with his tiger!

malaysia trip was fun (: 3 days 2 nights. wooo! hahas. can't wait to go again. was suppose to be a leisure trip but god arranged it to be a business trip! hahas. really enjoyed and celebrated after deals were made! wheeeee~!

i believe that every bend of life's long road there are surprises. we just need to be brave enough to accept all coming challenges and move on! (: cos in today's world, only the fittest survive!

as usual. went up by bus . and the journey was like 5 hrs long. its was sleeping marathorn for me (: first day was super successful. sold a lot of baju in the afternoon den went clubbin at night. wheee! malaysia clubs are like so diff frm singapore. i like movida much better. cos it was one of the singer who is a friend of mine. her band's last day. so we went to support her (:

and it was HALOWEEN! scary ah. everyone was so well-dressed. i feel under dressed. hahas. stressed :p
the very happy gurl that night

+ pisces gurlx
+ she's happy-go-lucky
+ loves dancing cum clubbing
+ loves her mates !
+ taken by him

+ shopping and more shopping!
+ C905 sony erricson
+ ipod touch
+ charles and keith red handbag
+ club marc clutch bag
+ vivie silver heels
+ esprit watch
+ topshop skirt
+ coach wallet
+ buberry handbag
+ velvet boots