Screams
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
its 634 aMx .. the wee houRs of a new day ! and i am heRe blogging .. oh gosh ! .. heex` .. i'm going cRaziee .. i'm gaining weight .. bet on my woRds .. the gyM will be the fiRst place i'll visit .. caNnot take it le .. ! hahas .. cheM pRac oveRx ! .. >_< !! heex` .. well ..
coRrect reading - 24.9 .. mine was 24.7 .. that makes me 0.2 decimal away .. meaNs .. i get my accuracy maRks ! .. hahas .. and the acid is hydrochloric acid .. which award me further marKs ! .. hahas .. but the cations .. lose me oNe maRk ! .. haii* .. neveR can i distinguish ! .. since the tiME i start pRac until o's .. my cations are still like .. ehx .. beyond describtion .. thanx meix ! .. i was about to cry .. when nana cAme to comfoRt me .. lolx ! .. miss heR .. =p .. long tiMe no catch up le .. heex` .. chem pRac and bio pRac oveR means my woRse nightmare awaits my dooM .. ! ---> physiCx pRac ! .. pls pls .. let me get at least a 70 % ! .. i need it ! .. hahas ..enuff abt them .. i'm practically going seniLe with all these studying .. grasp me out soMeone ! .. lolx ! .. hahas ..
here goes .. i'm errupting ! .. i cannot take it le ! .. i'm so damn gullible .. why aM i so nice (uh .. my opinion abt myself) .. hahas .. peopLE always uses me ! .. use le duNno hw to say thanx aRs? .. i'm a human for god sake ! .. not a rag where u need it .. u wash it .. grab it .. wipe it den throw it ! .. i hate it ! .. its true when i said .. besides that 2 cute gal .. (ehx .. the sotong and the banana ) =p .. i haven met anyone i can trust ! .. it hurts .. it hurts .. ! .. wads this ? after so much help given .. now things are going smoothly .. i dun get credit .. i still get pushed away ?!? .. wt ? .. haii* .. gullible means stupid .. i'm just stupid at putting so much for euux .. peopLe make mistakes .. but my mistakes evolve around the same thing and that is trusting ! .. so many promises .. nt achieved .. hai* .. hw am i going to trust u ? maybe i'm being paranoid .. but trust me .. when eveything goes rocky .. i rather stay in the infested-with-sharks sea .. die aso dunwan go back to the boat which u guys are on !
is it a pices nature or am i just too bullyable .. if that word ever exist ! .. now .. i dun even care .. the hurt went NUMB ! get it ? NUMB ! .. it was never me right ??
i'm going to school .. and has yet gotten a wink of sleep ! .. lolx .. my body is going to kill me soOnx ! .. lolx ! .. sometimes talking to my usual frenx .. makes me a happier person at the end of the day .! ..
did i ever mention that its ONE WEEK TO HARI RAYA ? that makes ONE WEEK TO O'LEVELS ! argh !!!!!!!!!!! *runs* .. i'm scared .. terribly scared .. wad if .. wad if .. are floating in my heads ! ..lolx ! .. cute ryte ? .. but yea .. instead of seeing stars .. i see ''WAD IF'' its haunting .. =p .. hahas .. my stomach's grumbling ! .. lolx .. better go satisfy their needs ! ... MY WEIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHT !!!!!
-i m the guy who will hold you when you are crying and wipe away your tears. (where is he?)