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Screams
Saturday, November 19, 2005
was crying the whole night ..! my eyes is so ugly today and i hate it ! .. my life is going round and round ! .. wads going on ? who knows .. maybe sometimes parents should just put their hopes and dreams for their daughters aside and love them for once? i dun feel loved .. i feel the pressure of u wanting me to do well .. the pressure of u wanting me to be someone u wan me to be ! but that is nt wad i am searching for ! .. i'm just searching for a warm and ncie family for me to turn to when i am in trouble .. a shelter to accommodate me when i'm tired .. isn't that wad a house should be .. oh god ! who knows .. x.x .. my life is so stuck ! save me someone ..! save me ! .. haii ************
went to mr naufal's house today ! .. lolx .. his house is very nice ! .. heex` ..! very spacious .. and .. hmMm .. lovely ! .. hahas ! .. we pick the right time ! .. so happy abt that .. cos the house isn't so crowded ! .. hahas .. did i mention his daughter .. she got very nice eyes ! .. hahas .. and she didn't cry when i carried her ! .. hahas .. so long never carry baby ! .. my brother is now so big .. carrying him needs more strength than usual ! .. hahas ! .. stayed for quite some time! ... i realised how much i missed him! .. lolx .. was my science teacher since sec 2 ! than went cambodia ! .. lolx ..! .. he mentioned that the open house will be made anually ! .. hahas .. will hold onto his words .. and will be looking forward to visit him .. =) ..
think something wrong with my tummy .. been whinning at it for 3 days ! .. its this pain which come after i eat and go when my stomach is hungry ! .. hw am i going to survive like that ? .. hahas .. anyway .. my hols has finally started ..! .. FINALLY ! waiting for it for a yeaR ! .. hahas ..

-never cry cos u will never know who is falling for your smile !-