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Screams
Friday, May 16, 2008
been reflecting a lot for the past few hours before my upcoming fight to jakarta this evening(: hahas. i'm going jakarta with mummy for 4 days. i guess its a time where i get to think of what i really want and where are my goals are in life now.

a few months ago, i went to 'work' where in actual fact i found a family. and i realise the moment where i decided that i will strive my best, I know there was no way out. i made many best friends and i guess these are the people which kept me going - my motivating factor. I disappointed my boss like how i disappointed my daddy a few months ago when i told him i wanted to give up A levels. but i know that i have to do something to prove that i am worth their expectations.

i still remember when i gotten my A level results and my daddy was there, he said '' i'm really proud of u girl'' and after 10 years of education, going thru PSLE and O levels, he finally said it when i completed my A's. He never give up on me, though the constant black face and misunderstanding on my part. At the end of the day, i knew he was always there.

and the feeling is the same with my boss, i made a huge blunder, but i'm gonna prove that i'll work hard for what i want. Everyone makes mistakes, its just how we recover from them. and i know i'm going to recover cos i have less than a month to achieve what i want - HK trip in June. i know i can do it, i must do it. cos there are people who constantly are supporting me, wanting me to acheive something and i dont want to disappoint them.

its just a harsh reality that we are living in that I have to start accepting factors that are happening around me.

nur, wawa, zameer - haven really spend a lot of time with u guys lately. hmmm, will buy u guys stuffs from jakarta and we'll have dinner when i get my first big paycheck soon (:

and last of all luck for ur driving test (: