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Screams
Saturday, November 15, 2008
life has many turns upon many roads. and the road ahead of me has a huge turn last night. i had to make a decision. when everything comes throwing back at u, life forces u to make a decision. and i made a huge decision last night, i found my focus, i found my passion and i found my end goal. i finally find what i really want. and i made my decision last night. got blessings and i'll move on.

I know i'm very stubborn, heard it many times from many people including my parents. i guess it has its good and bad. bad cos i will never listen to anyone. good cos i really know what i want and its not gonna be easy to influence me to change my mind. Critical decisions always come when life decide to surprise u. its not easy to settle down on a decision but it takes a lot of courage. just believe in the truth, life is fair i realise. if we try so hard to bring one down, we will be brought down instead. so why bother who is up there when we ourself got so much to accomplish in this short life ?

being able to open our eyes when we wake up in the morning is a gift to us. cos tmr may never come. treasure the life and do what u must do to achieve ur dreams.

unintentionally, my decisions and actions might have cost me to lose my friends and closest one but i always believe that they will eventually know the truth. as for my character, its really straightforward. if i am in the wrong, i apologise. if i am right, i will go for my decision 100% . to me, there is no time for turning back. life is short.

in life, there will people who hates you, but don't forget those who love you. there will be people who despise you, but there will also be people who admire you. there will be people who disagree with you, but there will be people who agree with you. there are some who are jack of all trades, while there are others who are master of one. i prefer to look at life optimistically. (:

the boy left for brunei this morning. and i started missing him already. come back faster! miss u already darling.